Hi, I’m Arabic, I am unlike my name, not merciful and not emotional till the time when I realized that I am wrong, I did something wrong with someone who not only loved me but also made me who I am right now.
I am really selfish, an emotionless person in this world, I am the kind of person who deserves more than whatever is happened to me. I remember everything was going perfectly as per my planning,
I didn’t even think once Whatever I was going to do, could be bounced back to me and someone else, I didn’t even think of those people who really care about me and love me so much,
it’s just happened, I had never intended to hurt someone, specifically that someone helped me a lot, I tried a lot to stay away from love and, stop myself loving her but it’s just happened. I don’t know how to start and from where to start my story but all I know is that it’s my fault for this situation.
I remember since childhood I had been only taught to get the work done, I had only learned from my poverty and backwardness that I have to go forward and to make everything perfect in my life,
I have only known from my selfish attitude that everything can be planned and everything can be executed perfectly as per plan, but I forgot that there is someone above all who is the best planner and that someone is called God.
You plan your own thing but God plan for all, for everyone betterment. I remember when I had started my career, the first thing I realized from the society and people that if you are emotional you are gone, and if you lose your control over your heart you can lose everything in this selfish world, you should control your emotions.
The second thing I learned from my struggles that always do the things according to situations, don’t create the situation to do the things otherwise the result will be worse than imagined. I am the one who is the only responsible for my own condition.
I came from my home with one motive that’s a success but I forgot that whatever is written in a destiny we’re going to get that only, no matter how smarter and harder you are! You can’t get it before the exact time. you have to wait, and be patient for a perfect time.
Everything was smoothly happening, I got a normal job in this country without much struggling but I wanted more and more from this world, it’s said that don’t expect anything from others but my expectations were bigger than anyone imagined.
Her name is Rosalyn, she’s really like rose, fresh, adorable, gorgeous, she was so loving and charming that no one dare to hurt her or even imagine to let her go from her in first sight, rather she’s the dream, a lucky charm I had the same feeling when I saw her first time, she didn’t even look at me.
I remember I was bored doing the same job, I wanted to do something new, something different which can make me more successful. I decided to hunt the job by attending more and more interviews in big companies, so I started roaming around the city a for the job, I had gone to many companies and had so many interviews but nothing happened,
I was getting no positive response from those companies, the main reason for rejection was different profile, I was having a different experience and they were looking for different candidates.I remember when I got a call from one company they told me that there is some vacancy in their marketing department and the selected candidate will work under the MD supervision.
That job vacancy sounded great to me because I was looking that kind of profile. I got up early morning and prepared for an interview, I wore a formal dress and reached this venue, when I reached there,
I was shocked because for the marketing executive job there were more than hundreds of candidates and all backgrounds were in the same profile, I started getting nervous because those people were getting rejected within one or two rounds.
I remember at that day I saw first time Rosalyn, she was busy in talking the interviews, the moment I saw, I forgot everything, I decided not to attend an interview, some of the candidates asked me why I didn’t want to attend the interview, I told them,
I’m not gonna get the job because I was from a different profile and people from the same profile were getting rejected. How I was gonna make that happen. But my thinking was different, unique. I didn’t want to get rejected, so I walked out of the interview.
I remember after that I decided to get success in another way, that was looking easy but it’s very tough, very hard and in the end hurting, painful and regretful. I gather full information about Rosalyn, her address, her routine, her lifestyle, her friend’s circle, her favorite place where she goes for chilling out.
It took me so many days to get all the information. By the way, Rosalyn is the girl whom I hurt and she was the same girl who was interviewing at that company and at the moment I got an idea to get the job easily after looking at her.
Since I was a sale person, so I had a convincing and communication skill which is my only USP like a unique selling point. I started using my skills.
I remember after that I started going those places where she goes like, there’s a big park nearby her home, I started going that park early morning for getting her attention, then the Gym where she goes every evening,
I kept going there, she started noticing me in the gym, then every weekend she goes a nightclub with friends for hanging out. I had some friends who are in her friend’s circle.
I remember my eyes were opened and I was really like saying wow……… after seeing her in completely an arduous, gleaming, adorable, alluring, gorgeous brown-blonde hair with black smokey eyes lady in a transparent black tiny dress fitted flawlessly on her slender body, wearing black pointed shoes at least 3 inches high pencil heels, came ravishingly and strikingly with breathtaking smile, from deafening dancing and bustling people.
She was outstanding and appealing too in the nightclub. “Hi………” her first word. She was a head-turner and I was like freezing and wishing to let the time be stopped at this moment for me and her. “Hi…..,” my friend replied to her while staring at her like they were so much starving since their childhood. I whispered to my friend to have our proper introduction.
“Hello…,” I replied to her because my friends were talking with her exhilaratingly. “This is my friend Aaric.” Finally, he introduced me. “I think I have seen you somewhere, I know you perhaps.”
Her reply made me distraught because I thought she might be knowing everything about my plans and all. “What? How do you know me,” I asked politely because I was shocked and surprised that how can she know me, I have ever met her, maybe she understood whatever I have been doing to get her attention,
I was speechless in front of her and waiting for her next response. “I mean, I have seen you in Gym and Park. I saw you helping the people, so that’s why I said I know you obviously I have never met you personally but I know you by your behavior and character.”
she started praising me and I was like laughing inside. “You work for ZEC Marketing Service,” I said to her company name. “How do you know I work for ZEC Marketing Service,” she asked me surprisingly.
Once upon a time, I had gone there for an interview but unfortunately, I didn’t make it. People were getting rejected instantly, I didn’t have that much courage to attend the interview so I gave up and walked out from the interview,
I explained to her everything about that day. “Why? You should have at least attended the interview, maybe you could have been selected for the job, you missed the opportunity,” she replied with obvious reason.
“Yeah, I could have gotten the job but my expectation is bigger than that job, I was not perfect for that, my expectation is a higher designation,” I replied with full confidence about my aims. “What kind of position you are looking for,” she asked me to give her details about my interesting job profile.
“I’m looking for a marketing manager since I have been working for 5 years as a sales manager I want higher than current. Leave this topic for another day, just tell me about yourself, “I asked those questions which I was already knowing.
I told her to let’s go somewhere else because that place was deafening. I wanna take her into a calm, quiet and unfreezing place, anyway it was impossible getting the unfreezing place because of her stunning and extremely compelling company.
“I’m a simple, peace-loving girl, I don’t like this bustling place,” she said. “Even me too,” I replied immediately just wanted to make an impressive effort. “I love spending my time alone, enjoying slow music, I love outing with some close friends, I’m not a girl who opens up easily, I don’t share my secrets with anyone, I’m workaholic kind of girl who’s always trapped around the workplace,” though she was saying that she is not easy to open up but she was gradually and gracefully opening up her heart profoundly to me.
Those things were completely different from what I had gathered and were never supposed to get that information.
Most importantly She said to me spotlessly that she is truly professional at work. I remember after that meeting we exchanged our numbers and started being in touch with each other, we started meeting and talking a lot, in Gym, in the park, on phone and on every weekend in the nightclub.
We started going out together, she used to tell me that she doesn’t open up with anyone but very soon she shared all her secrets and emotions and everything which she had never expressed with anyone else.
I remember when we meet up at the beachside, something happened unusual, which Is unforgettable mesmerizing memories of life, that is the day which made my whole life in one day, that happened unexpectedly.”Can I kiss you,” I asked her permission to kiss her on the beachside.”Yes,…… go on……” she replied I was waiting for that long time.
She didn’t even reply properly I started kissing her, I didn’t want to waste my time, this was not in my plans, I just lost my control and emotions and I started doing which can be hurtful and painful later.
We did everything which was out of our control to please and satisfy each other, I didn’t realize that was the sign of true love, I was not expecting this from myself. I remember after that we had several times cozy remarkable and amazing moments and she was sensitive and emotional for our relationship.
“I have never felt and elated myself delightful before like I have been finding myself in your love and passion.” Her that extraordinary and the deepest heartfelt words made me so helpless that I was unfocusing from my direction.
One day suddenly I got a call from her, hello…..Aaric, it’s Rosalyn, can you come to the office tomorrow morning,” I was waiting for this time since long so simply I said. “I’ll be there,” she asked me to come office as soon as possible.
“This is your offer letter, you’ll be handling the marketing team, you’ll directly report to our MD, he’s out of the town for business purpose, so you can join by next week,” she told me while giving offer letter. “Thank you so much, I really appreciate your kind efforts.
I’ll join by next week,” I replied while and praising her with the big smile. I remember from next week I joined the company and started working, everything was perfect, going normally. MD came from his business trip, he met me and impressed by my hard working.
Rosalyn and I were enjoying our life, she was emotional, passionately and physically serious about our relationship and so I was too started feeling.
Our relationship was disclosed very soon in the company, people started talking about us, they started saying that Rosalyn had hired me because we are in relationships and because of this her image and reputation was getting spoiled in the company.
I got to know that her boss our MD was in love with Roselyn since a long time, was really serious and concerned about her, and he was so outraged, steamed up and worried from our relationship that he went out of control,
he started thinking about me that how to get me out of the company, most importantly get me out of Rosalyn life and heart, so that he could get Rosalyn, love, easily, he had tried many times to tell and convince Rosalyn for marriage. She never took that seriously and refused several times his marriage proposal.
I remember he started gathering information about my background and everything related to me. He got all my information and called me in his cabin.
He had called the police too because the allegations against me were really big. “Come, have a seat, so you’re a sales manager, having 5 years experience, these are your experience certificate and qualifications certificate,”
while showing my documents to me and the police he started shouting at me in front of the police. “Yes Boss…., these are my documents,” I replied politely.
“Rosalyn can you explain, how did you hire a person without checking his background, do you know these documents are fake, he doesn’t have any experience, he has used you, he just wanted to take benefits of your innocence, he just used your love for getting success,”
while shouting at me he explained everything about my background. He was right I did everything to get that job and used her too but my love and feelings for her were profoundly true.
“Sir it’s my fault, I should be only punished not Rosalyn,” I requested him and accepted my crime and took all responsibility on myself because I used her for my own greediness intention. I am the one responsible for this crime,
I should be punished too.” She said disparately and despondently like never before. “I have done all this, I can explain to you,” I asked her to let me clear my stand.
“I don’t wanna listen to anything. You and your love are fake like your degree, your experience certificate,” I am fake like my degrees but my love is not……” I replied, “so you have not used me.” She asked and I didn’t have an answer for that.
Give me time to explain, let me tell you how much I love you,” I tried a lot to convince her, she was so hurt that she was behaving ruthlessly. “I want to know one thing, did you use me, yes or no.” She only one thing. I truly love you, please understand,”
I said again. “Say yes or no……” she again asked. “Yes,….. I used you to get this job, I had made plans to get this job but my love is not fake, I love you so much and this was not part of my plan, it has happened, trust me.” I replied to her. After completely pin-drop silence,
“Thanks……. For ruining my career, reputation, and life. Her reply was so harsh and meaningful that she was never gonna see me in her life ever. and told MD that he can take any action against her,
she’s ready to face the consequences, she told him that it’s her responsibility to hire the right candidate, it was her blunder mistake to trust someone. I request you to give me a harsh punishment, no mercy on me.”
She asked her boss. I remember after that he ordered the police officer to take harsh action against me. I was later presented to the court and I explained everything to judge, the judge understood the situation and did judgment for six months imprisonments.
“Don’t do it again for sake of shortcut success, and whatever you have done with that innocence girl, don’t do it to anyone else, don’t expect too much, whatever is written in your destiny, you’ll get only that, it’s my advice,”
The judge suggested to me after announcing his judgment to live a simple life. “Sir just wanted to know, what about Rosalyn, where is she? Is she all right?” I asked. You don’t worry about her,
she is all right, perfect. Her boss is with her to worry about her.”, he replied to me. So this was my story, I don’t know whether I’m gonna meet her again. I don’t know what is going to happen with my life, I don’t know how Rosalyn is going to live her life, maybe she’ll move on from this current situation, I am sure she is not going to forgive me at any cost.
One thing I learned that you can’t get what you don’t deserve, I think I don’t deserve Rosalyn’s love and anyone love. “So going jail after breaking my heart.
Now whom you want to use and hurt. Now in which company you will show your fake identity and fake degrees to get the job.” It is Rosalyn. “Hi, Rosalyn…… you are here,” I reply.
“I’m not done yet, I have a lot of things to say, ok so let me continue, don’t interpret, what had you thought, that you had shown me your love to use me and then you can easily run away from me.
You think you are being sent to jail so I will leave you, I am never gonna forgive and forget you. Say sorry to me and swear of me that you’ll not do it again, say it fast, immediately.” While saying that she starts yelling at me because she was trying to be rude which she can’t be.
“I’m so sorry, I’m not gonna do it again to anyone else.” As soon as the reply. “You dare not to do with anyone else. Ok, now you can go, live your life, be happy. Take care.” She replies. “Bye……”
I reply finally. “Yes……. just tell me one thing, how to get a decent job because I am jobless and I need job until you don’t come back from prison, once I get the job after that you don’t need to do all these kind of criminal and offensive-minded effortless work, just for few months, I’ll not let you go anywhere.”
“I am able to understand Whatever you are saying say just.” Of course, you only understand how to make fake degrees, you can’t understand feelings and love.” She replies and finally I get. “Thank you so much but what about your marriage with happened yours ugly wicked boss.
How can it be possible I love you and marry that overweighted, sickening, disgusting and the oldest man. I had refused several times, this time also I refused, he was blackmailing me because of you.
I went to the police station I explained everything, then they got me released from that company and now I’m here with you without a job like you. Both are jobless we’ll make something different, we’ll plan differently.” While saying louder that, she expressed her feelings and heart-opening to me.
“No…. no…. no…. I’m not gonna plan anything otherwise my planning will end like this. You will be screwing my whole life. You do whatever plan, you want, but at this time I wanna do one thing.”I reply. “What?”
She replies. “You know what,” I say. Don’t ask just go on and on because it six months we are not gonna get this chance.” As soon as she replies, I wanna utilize every second of my life. While Kissing her “I don’t need your permission now, you are the only mine.” I reply. You never need to ask permission and I am always yours.
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