“Run Aashi run, go………..”
This story is about me, so how can I be the villain of my story. But I’m…. she thinks about me that whatever is happening in her life because of me. Am I really that much worse as she thinks?
Even though she knows that I can’t see tears in her eyes, even though she knows how much I love her, even though she understands my feelings, my emotions and my love for her, even though she knows that I don’t see any other girl except her,
even though we have been living together since childhood, even though she knows that I am born for her only, even though she knows that I can die for her, even though she can see that I’m going to die, and I’m telling her to run away from here, I am screaming and saying to go get away from here.
She is not looking me back, I am gonna die, she doesn’t care about me, she only cares about herself, I wish she could stop and look back to me, if she sees me in this condition she will never leave me, she wants to get away from this situation, I am dying for her and still she thinks that I have done all these things.
Now she’ll understand my love, when I will not be here with her, I suppose so. If she can see my sacrifice, otherwise my sacrifice and my life will be wasted for her.
Aashi means smile. She came into my life with a smile. I didn’t ask anything more from God and God gave me the smile of my life.
Her personality was so adorable and amazing that anyone can easily fall in love with her, her light brown-blonde hair color with black eyes, she is slender and perfect body structure, she is about 5.4 feet height. She is of soft-hearted and very much sensitive and sensible too, at the same time very much practical with her own philosophical thoughts.
She is outspoken with everyone. She hates the people who lie to her. I know she doesn’t like me at all and never loves me, but her presence in my life is enough for me. No one can understand this power of one-sided love, not even Aashi itself, but no problem.
It’s love. Love needs love, so if she doesn’t love me but she can’t stop me loving her in this life and hereafter life. I hope one day she will understand my love and sacrifice. I remember when I was young,
I was told since childhood that Aashi would be my life partner. My mom always used to say that, “Arpun my child, what are you doing, why are you playing alone, go play with Aashi.” Mom asked me. “Mom she doesn’t play with me, she doesn’t like me,
she says that I’m not good, she says to me to stay away from her She doesn’t even do friendship with me, Am I bad boy mom?”I said. “No my dear, who told you, You are a good boy, Let me make your friendship with Aashi, She said to me and called Aashi.
“My dearest angel why don’t you play with Arpun, You should play with him. Come on do friendship with Arpun.” Mom said to Aashi. “Aunty Arpun is not good, He fights with everyone. I don’t like to see him fighting and beating anyone.” Aashi said to mom.
“Arpun say sorry. You should not do anything which hurts Aashi. Respect everyone. Promise her you’ll never do it again and you’ll never hurt anyone, then Aashi would do friendship with you.”
Mom said to me. “Ok mama, I am sorry Aashi, I promise you Aashi, you’ll never see me fighting and beating anyone again, Ok, Aashi now we can be a friend,” I said. “Yes, Now we can… Don’t ever break my trust, otherwise, I will never believe in you and never be your friend again.
I remember after that we were friends but not like a best friend. As soon as I was growing, I was being opposite to what my mom used to think of me, like a good boy, never fighting with anyone, caring, gentleman type, but I became like what Aashi used to think about me, like dominating kind of, annoyed, crazy, angry, careless,characterless, no manners, not respecting anyone, many more.
Only one man who is still supporting me, his father, I respect him a lot more than anyone else. Her father name is Indrajit Singh. Indian supreme police officer. He likes non-violence, he doesn’t do any violence because I do violence for him, he’s like an angry police officer, very honest but old thinking very much religious and traditional type. If he becomes violent then no one can be dangerous than him. When it comes to his ego, reputation, and image he doesn’t leave his own people.
I remember whenever anyone tries to bribe him, he never says no, He says that “Mr. Arpun does take care of all these things, he will handle because, he is my partner, so don’t worry I am going to send him to take care of this.” After that, I start my work. We are having very good chemistry. We understand each other very well, we share everything with each other, our emotions, feelings, secret, liking, disliking.
He likes me a lot, that’s why since my childhood he is taking care of me. He told me so many times that I am gonna his son in law. He knows that how much I love Aashi and he doesn’t want to let Aashi go anywhere. After my mom died, it’s uncle and Aashi who has been my everything, they support me and don’t wanna see me alone in pain, and Aashi and I are hopeful for uncle.
I remember uncle always says that “Aashi is like her mother, she never trusts anyone easily but, when she trusts, she does anything and everything to save her relationship with that person.” But if anyone breaks her trust then she never trusts that person again, even though her father or me. She knows what I do, she knows everything about my work, my attitude, my behavior but she always keeps quiet, silent and ignorant because of the uncle.
I have never do any wrong things in front of Arashi that’s why she keeps quiet. When she says that I have promised her not to beat anyone and never break my trust, I simply say that I had promised her that she’ll never see me beating anyone, so I have never beaten and fought anyone in front of her.
She used to adore so much my mom, she was so attached with my mom that’s why my mom wanted to see her as my life partner. Aashi is tolerating me because of my mom and I’m in her life because of her father.
I remember when she was in college some boys had teased her, she made them realize that they were wrong and handled them immediately but, I was not satisfied with her act of kindness. She follows non-violence, so she did her job and left no choice for me to let them go easily.
I was being out of control because they harassed Aashi, how can they go without any punishment. Without giving them a lesson how could I leave them, so I taught them a lesson? Now they can’t sit and walk properly, I was knowing that now I’m gone if Aashi knows this and same happened.”What have you done, what do you think about yourself?
Who are you to punish anyone, are you Police, lawyer, judge? Who gave you the authority to you do that.” Aashi said to me. “Calm down, what happened, why are you being so panic and angry at me, what have I done,” I replied to her. “Don’t be over smart ok, I know whatever you have done with those guys, are you, Superman?
Who are you? my godfather. Why have you beaten them, when I made them realize their mistakes, they were so ashamed of themselves. Why did you beat them.” She started shouting at me. “I have not beaten them, you know very well, I don’t like violence. I follow your father, he teaches me non-violence. How can I break uncle trust.” I replied while looking here and there.
I remember so many times I broke uncle trust he even knows very well that I am an expert in breaking the things. “I am warning you, leave all this nonsense otherwise you know what I can do with you and your attitude and you aware of consequences.” Come on relax you don’t believe me, you don’t trust me, no problem, just call those boys, ask them, if they say that whether I have done this or not, then you can punish me, I’m ready for consequence.”
I remember, she called those cowards guys but they didn’t say anything against me. “Now tell me,” I said. “I know that they afraid from you and they’ll never tell the truth, but this is finale warning for you, you will realize very soon, this is the only reason I don’t like your partnership.” She said.
I remember after that we were at the home at the dining table with a big pin drop silence, very quiet and cam dinner with the uncle. “What happened, why you people are not talking, why so much silence today, why you people are not fighting and arguing with each other today,” Uncle asked reason from us. “We have already fought today, so we have done for today,”
I replied to uncle. “It is all his mistakes, what does he think of himself,” Aashi replied to uncle. “What happened why are you so angry on Arpun,” Uncle asked from Aashi. “Leave it, dad, I don’t wanna discuss it again. You have given him freedom, you should control him and his behavior otherwise one day you will be realizing your mistakes and you’ll regret yourself for that.” Aashi said to her dad while warning for my attitude. “Ok, you don’t worry, I am gonna control his anger and his emotions from now onwards,” uncle assured her.
I remember after that incident, Aashi started maintaining distance from me, she didn’t use to talk much from me. I was assuming that she is angry and rude to me, but the matter was very different. I tried a lot to talk, ask from her about what was going on in her life, why was she ignoring me.
“Aashi. What happened to you, why are you not talking to me, I’m so sorry about that day, please talk to me, you know I can’t face your silence.” I asked.
“Nothing happened, I don’t wanna listen to anything from you.” She replied. This is too much, you know how much I adore you, I can’t live without talking to you. If you are angry, release your anger on me, break your silence.” I said. “Just leave me, I don’t want to see you interfering in my life.” I didn’t understand why she’s behaving like that, what happened to her, she used to angry with me and after that normal again same as before.
I remember after that I got some information abou Aashi that she is in love with someone, when I heard that I was shocked and started crying,
she knows how much I love her but even though she knows everything how can she love someone else, she even didn’t think about uncle that what he would think. How many uncles would hurt?
I remember when I got all the information I decided to meet that guy and kill him because I couldn’t see anyone in Aashi life, I was so crazy about Aashi that I could have killed anyone. But before that, I wanted to talk with Aashi because I needed to know that what did she find in that guy and didn’t see in me.
“I need to talk to you.” I stopped her and said. “I don’t wanna listen to anything.” She replied. “I know why you don’t wanna talk with me because you have found someone. You are having affair with someone.” I replied. “So you got all the information, yes, there is someone special in my life and, he is not like you, I love him so much, more than your imagination.” She replied. “Yes, you are right, he can’t be like me, I’m a single piece created by God,” I replied. “Yes you too can’t be like him, he is a good guy, very gentleman type, what I had been dreaming since childhood.I love him and he loves me too.” She said.
“Now I have to meet him, I also wanna see that gentleman, how he looks like,” I replied. “Never, You can’t meet him, I am not gonna let it happen.” She replied. “Why you don’t believe in your choice, you think I will kill him, you don’t worry I am not gonna do anything,” I replied. “You dare not to even think about that. You are no one to interfere in my life, I am so blessed and happy with him, so don’t ruin my happiness.” She replied.
“What about my happiness and uncle happiness. You know uncle how much he loves you, you are going to betray him, you are breaking his heart and trust in you.” I said. “I’ll talk to dad. He would understand my love. He can accept Arinab. I know my dad, I believe him.” She replied.
“You don’t know uncle, I know him since childhood, he will never consider Arinab suitable for you. Let me talk to uncle, he can listen to me only, I know how to make him agree.” I said. “You’ll not talk to dad, I don’t trust you. I do know your intention, you wanna do something else,
I am warming you don’t ever talk to my dad about Arinab.” She replied while showing her aggression. I remember I told her so many times that let me handle uncle, I only know his attitude. Now face the angry old man. Now he became violent. No one can handle him, even I can’t also handle him.
“I warned you earlier about uncle anger but, you don’t trust me. When you’re letting me meet Arab.” I asked her. “Never… I know about you.You are jealous of my happy life.” She said. “You don’t understand me. You underestimate me always.
But don’t worry I am going to help you to get Arinab into your life. I’ll talk to uncle till the time don’t do anything.” I suggested to her. I remember after that I convinced uncle so many times but he was not ready to meet him, his 30 years back an angry policeman attitude woke up suddenly and it was not about only his daughter live but also about his reputation, most importantly his custom and tradition.
“Uncle doesn’t worry, I will talk to Aashi, I make her understand, let me handle this,” I told uncle not to worry and angry on her. “Noﾅ.. you don’t dare to do anything, I will handle it. now don’t to talk to her.” Uncle was saying aggressively to let him do whatever he needs to do.
I remember same day Aashi escaped from home, she didn’t believe me so far. Rather she started thinking that I am the one who made uncle angry and not letting uncle to get them married. She thinks that I have done all these things. Now, the uncle is so angry and uncomfortable. He started instructed his officer to shoot at sight them wherever they are seen, no mercy on them. I tried a lot to calm down uncle but, he was not able to be under control.
I have to do something otherwise police will kill them if I am getting Aashi love, but the same thing should not happen with Aashi, she needs to get her true love, I have to sacrifice.
I will stop all this. I need to search for them and try to get them away from the uncle. I started thinking these all things. I remember after that I started searching them, I went to college and getting information about them from their friends but they were arrested by police for investigation. I went to the police station when uncle was out of the police station.
“Where are those people who are got arrested for investigation I need to meet them,” I asked from officers. “Arpun sir, you can meet them, we are ordered from Indrajit sir that no one can meet them till the time he comes.” They replied.
“You know who am I? Uncle told me to investigate them, you want to see yourself in this uniform.” I said. “Let him meet, he has been working for Indrajit sir over a long time,” one of officer told another officer.
“Ok, sir you can go and meet.” Finally, they agreed to let me investigate. “Guys I know you are innocent and want to get out of this situation. Just tell where they are, I need to save them because police can reach any time there and if they approach, they will shoot them immediately,
so please tell me.” I requested them. “I remember one of them told me where they are? I didn’t tell anyone, especially uncle because he was mad, out of control. I remember after that I started following Aashi and her boyfriend, I don’t know how they recognized me that I was behind them, following them, wherever I reached, they were leaving the place.
“Aashi…. why are you running away from me? I have come here to help you people. I think you don’t know, uncle’s Police officers are searching for you everywhere, so stop running here and there, we’ll find some solution.
Trust me Aashi, I am here only to help and save you, that’s it.” I said to her while chasing them on the road, they started running when they saw me. I rememberﾅ. She trusted my first time in my whole life and finally, she introduced her love Arinab. I wanted to meet him earlier so that these things could not have happened but, no worries finally I met him.
“So you love each other and. Aashi is crazy about you. Nice to meet you.” I greeted them. “Now what? What should we do,” she asked me nervously first I saw fear on her face, she knows I don’t like her sad face.
“You don’t worry, we will find some way, by the time we need to go some safe place. We should go to the hotel.” I said. I remember I just wanted to make them realize that they are doing wrong,
but Aashi doesn’t understand wrong or right if she is in love and love is blind, but what happened to me, why I was so supportive and big-hearted for them.
Why I was helping them, in fact, I should have done something different with them, I love Aashi, I was supposed to get her into my life. Very soon I realized that I can get Aashi easily but not her love so I decided to let them live their life together. I decided to send them out of town, my friends were staying in another city, so I told them to go there for some time.
“These are your tickets for Mumbai, my friends will help you there, I will come by next train. I have to control the situation.” I said. As soon as I gave them their train tickets, suddenly uncle and their police appeared in front of us.”
You call dad and police, I should not believe in you. You have broken my trust.” While saying this Aashi started running. “I have not informed uncle, I am sure. He tracked me and came here.
I am so sorry.” While replying her I started screaming that, “Run Aashi run, the moment I shouted them to run away, suddenly two bullets were shot and unfortunately. I was in front of them so, bullets came inside my body, and I started bleeding, my shirt color turned into red, not able to breathe, my body was not functioning,
I was being unconscious. “Arpun…… uncle started screaming, it was an uncle who shot those two bullets, he was firing on them. “Go Aashi go…. I was shouting when my eyes were getting closed, suddenly everything was disappearing from my eyes.
But I could hardly see that Aashi and Arinab were stopped. Now I don’t know whether I’m going to live or not but, now onwards she can live her life with her loved one.
Aashi is getting her true love. “Come on Aashi let’s run, leave them, leave around, he’s dead,” my eyes were closed but Arinab voice audible and he was shouting on Aashi because she was not running, my ears were only functioning at that moment.
“He is dead, Arpun is dead, he came in front of us to save us so that we can run away so that I can get my true love. I can’t leave him in this condition. I’m not gonna run now.”
Aashi said to Arnab. “Are you crazy, your crazy, mad dad will kill me, I don’t wanna die right now, I told you earlier not to escape, it was your idea and your plan to get married.
I don’t wanna die, I’m going alone.” Arnab said to Aashi. “Thanks for making me realize that you don’t deserve my love.” She replied to Arinab while coming toward me. “Yes, and you don’t deserve me, bye take care.”
While replying this he ran away alone. “Arpun……. Don’t worry. I am so sorry, now I realized, how much you love me. You’re not gonna die.
Dad, please take him to the hospital, he is still breathing.” While crying and screaming she holds me. I don’t know whether I am dying or not but what I wanted to get since childhood.
I got Aashi love, what else I want from God. I was born for Aashi only and I’m dying for Aashi only. “Don’t worryﾅﾅﾅ he is out of danger now, after so many hours of my operation, the doctor came out and said.
I could hear everyone except Aashi voice. Where is she? When I was dying, she was there crying and her teardrops were coming on my face.
I remember she told me how much she loves me too. when I will open my eyes, I hope she is here in front of me, I wanna see her first.
“Arpun open your eyes. How are you feeling now? Can you listen to me? It’s Aashi here.” She said to me. “Yes……I am good,” While opening my eyes. I said “Yes I can listen to you. Thank you for being in my life.”
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