Why are you leaving me…….? I ask her when she was leaving.
I remember that first day when she came the first time in my dream. She has never shown her face until today. It’s been almost one year since she’s coming in my dream and fulfilling my life with lots of love and happiness.
I really don’t care if she doesn’t show her face but all I care that I really fall in love with her soul whenever she comes in my dream.
I always try to see her face but she always hides, whenever I say to her to show her face, she always says that it’s not the right time, let the right time come.
Hi, my name is Raj, I am unemployed, wasting my father’s money, My father is really rich and I enjoy myself wasting time and father’s money like rich kids… It’s been one year since I got married but I’m not happy with my married life.
I remember last year the same day, I was forced to do arrange marriage. Her name is Rashmi, she’s my family’s choice because she’s a perfect marriage material like Cultured obedient, a less educated calm, quiet kind of girl.
My dream girl was totally different because I had really dreamed a different girl as my wife and that’s why I still dream that perfect partner of my life in dream because my dream is not fulfilled yet so I’m waiting for god willing or decision to perfect girl or my dream girl..
I remember when my father came to me and said “get ready we are going to fix your marriage with my friend’s daughter, I have been looking her since her childhood, she’s perfect for you and for this family,” he ordered me when I was really young and dreaming something different but who cared my dreams or my feelings.
But dad, I don’t wanna get settled down right now, I wanna enjoy my bachelor life at least few more years,” I requested him a lot but “any way you’re enjoying your life so what matters if she comes, she’ll also enjoy her life with you and by the way now it’s time to take responsibility, you have wasted so much time of your and my time and money too,” he again ordered with angry face.
I remember after that I thought that I would go and meet that girl and simply reject her but everything happened just opposite what I wished to do. When we reached there my and her family did our engagement without even our first meeting.
I remember after the engagement, the same day I met her and wanted to reject her, in fact, I tried to show my real face but I thought she’s also in condition like forcefully getting married from family pressure.
I remember after that day I started behaving badly with her but she had never reacted, I have been insulting her since the first day of our marriage but she has never disrespected me, in fact, she has been taking care of me and my family.
I know, I have never loved her, respect her or her feelings, I have never even asked her willings, in fact, I have never cared about her presence in my life.
But in return, she only loves me, respects me, cares for me. Even though she has been ill and being weak day by day, she has been taking great care of my family.
I remember our first night of marriage when I went to the bedroom, I clearly told her that, “don’t expect anything from me because I was forced to get married to you,” when I said to her, she didn’t reply anything, in fact, she didn’t react. “You don’t worry, I’ll follow your words, I’ll wait for your love.
I remember that first night, I misbehaved her a lot and disrespected her badly and I very soon slept. When I was sleeping I suddenly saw a girl with covering her face, I asked her to remove her cloth from face but she didn’t do so, I requested her a lot but she didn’t listen to my request.
“Who are you?” I asked when she was not allowing me to see her face. “I am no one but just an imagination of yours,” she replied to me. “Why you hide your face, let me see your face,” I asked.
“If you see my face, you’ll start disbelieving your dream, you’re not gonna like my face,” she replied but she didn’t give the exact reason.
“But why, it’s my dream and I can do anything in my dream,” I again forced her to show her face but she rejected, I was really shocked with her replies and behavior, I was not understanding why she was not showing her face but anyway I started enjoying my dream every day till today.
I remember since that night I started falling in love with her even though I have never been seeing her face. I guess this is called blind love, a perfect love. This is the exact love, I have dreamed of before marriage, her voice was really amazing and alluring, her personality was impressive and her eyes are really stunning, whenever I see her eyes, I think that I have seen that kind of eyes.
I remember after that day I started sleeping a lot because I always wanted to see her and be with her, I really always enjoyed her company, her presence always made me alive, fresh and energetic.
I remember when today she came in dream, she had shown me her face, as soon as I saw her face, I was speechless, I was not able to react because the girl I have been dreaming was really shocked me and she had always told me that if she shows her face, I’m gonna hate her, I am not gonna accept her and her truth.
I remember when she saw my upset, sad face, she said, I told that you are not gonna like me anymore,” I am so sorry, it’s not like that, I still love you because you’re my dream girl,” I replied her. You know the reason, why I have never shown my face,” she said. “You should have shown your face earlier because I got to know you and realized what I’m doing mistake in my life.
“It’s your mistake, you have never seen my qualities, you have never seen my inner beauty, you had always wanted to an artificial beauty, that’s why I never wanna hurt you,” she replied and I really understand her concerns, actually she was right, I always dreamed a girl outer beauty rather than inner soul.
“But why today,” I asked her curiously. “Because I’m going to leave you forever, now you are free to do anything in your dream with your dream girl because I understand that I’m really not your dream girl,” she replied and started leaving, I really didn’t understand so I asked her again and requested her. “ please don’t go, I was live up my life with you.”
“I am sorry, I have to go because it’s my last day, I’m gonna die, and now you’re free from my responsibility,” as soon as she said this, I heard some unusual sound, I didn’t understand what was that, when eyes were opened and finally came into the reality, when I went to the other room, I saw my wife, Rashmi lying on the bed, looking so weak that she’s not able to talk as if it’s her last stage of life and my family members were crying, screaming a lot.
“What happened to her, why you people are crying, she’s not gonna leave us,” I started saying this to my family. “It’s all because of you, you have never taken her responsibility, never ever cared about her feelings, her life,” my father started shouting at me and blaming that all happened with her because of my irresponsible behavior and attitude.
“Dad, I am sorry, I know, I have done so many mistakes, now I understood everything, I’m not gonna leave Rashmi in this condition, I’m not gonna lose her again,” I assured them that she’ll be all right.
“Don’t worry Rashmi, now I understood my dream and my dream girl, my dream girl was in front of me and I have never fallen in love with her,” I said to my wife.
“What are you saying, I am not understanding,” she said while pausing her breath.
I understood it’s you, you’re my dream girl, now I realized, why you have never forced me,” While apologizing, I assured her that she’ll be all right and living a longer life with me.
By the time the doctor came and started treatment, they told us that she’s really in critical condition and needs some time to recover her. We all took her into the hospital and had treatment for so many hours.
My all family members were shocked while seeing my changed behavior all of sudden. They were not understanding what happened with me, why I was so caring and loving at that time,
they were thinking that I am just acting because of present condition, but they were completely unaware of fact that in my dream it was Rashmi soul who used to come every day and fulfilled her love in my life and I used to love her unconditionally without even seeing her face, and Rashmi soul was right that my dream girl has been living with me since same day but I was living in my dream.
Rashmi is my real dream girl because she always loves me and cares for me and I always loved Rashmi’s soul in a dream.
I remember when the doctor came out of operation theater and said that Rashmi is perfectly all right, out of danger, I immediately requested the doctor to meet her first. He said ok to meet her.
“Hi, how are you feeling now,” while entering into the ward I said. “Much better now,” she replied slightly. “I am sorry, now I realized, you’re only my dream girl,” I said again.
“Sorry, I didn’t get exactly,” While making her face she replied confusingly.
You don’t worry, I got exactly what I need to do,” I again said to her and she again didn’t understand anything but she was really happy that I was changed completely.
Now I am gonna dream with open eyes and Rashmi is only my dream girl. Thanks to Rashmi’s soul to make me realize my love for Rashmi.
Happy beginning of marriage life!!!!!
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