Hi, my name is Chirag. Whatever it happened today, it’s all because of my ego, I know, Whatever I did, it’s wrong, shameful and I was intentionally doing that. I should not have behaved like this to her. Now it’s time for punishment,
I should be punished. I remember when today I called my secretary for the board meeting. “Hello, secretary it’s me…..Call everyone urgently I have to announce one thing, so within five minutes everyone should be in the boardroom. I called everyone immediately in the meeting room to announce my decision.
“I have decided to replace the company’s brand ambassador,” I told them. “But Chirag Sir Ahaana ma’am is perfect, She has been endorsing our company brand for five years.” someone said.
“So what, now we need a fresh face,” They started arguing with me on the replacement of model. “But why and it’s ten years contract, someone said again. “I don’t care, I have taken a decision.”
“we can’t breach the contract, she can sue a case against our company.” Mr. Mishra said this time the very experienced and senior person in this company. “You just leave it to me, I look after her.” I could realize that I was taking it personally. In fact, they were not knowing that it was actually personal.
“If we hire a new model, she’ll be charging more than Ahaana ma’am, Since Ahaana ma’am doesn’t endorse any other brand, her only focus is on our brand.”
Someone said again. “Now she is not perfect for this position,” I replied. “But new model will have so many brands endorsements and she would not pay extra attention in our company brand, and charges will be double, triple even more than our Imagination.”
They were absolutely right about the situation which is about to come because of my decision, I was going to make huge changes in our brand. The cost of the product was about to be higher than ever, but the fact is, I don’t wanna see her even in our company magazine so how could I have seen her in my company. “I don’t care, I am heading this project and I know what to do exactly,” I replied while showing my power to them that I can do anything.
“Ok, But give us a valid reason for replacing Ahaana ma’am.” They asked me. “I need some changes and got full authority to do so, I would request you guys to follow as I say.” I started forcing them to do whatever I wanted and tried to avoid their opinions and their concerns.
Suddenly one of them asked me a question. “Is there any personal reason.” “What do you think “. I was so angry about that person I can’t explain. I was feeling like how can someone relate this issue as personal. But my intention was clear to replace her, so I told him simply while showing my smiley face. “yes……” do you wanna listen more.” I can’t forget his face. He was looking so embarrassed inside the boardroom that can’t imagine his jerky expression.
I heard outside of boardroom after the meeting was finished that “he has just joined this company and trying to change in the company in few days, we have been working on this project for five years, and We have more experience than him.
We know about models tantrums, their attitude, their arrogance nature If the model gets endorsement they don’t even represent the brand properly, they endorse other brands too. This Ahaana model is very different, we have been working together for five years and seeing her passion for our brand.”
Finally, I convinced them, and immediately sent her suspension of contract. so I wanted to celebrate that moment, and I was about to leave the office suddenly Ahaana came into the office after she got the suspension email. She came to the Same attitude, the same look, she didn’t change herself much. Her voice is still a melody.
“Hi……..great to see you,” she said with the smile. “Same here,” I replied while showing my ego on the face. “so it’s you, you did this,” she said. “Yes…….” I replied arrogantly. “Congrats for your success.” she wished me on my new position in this company. “Thanks…….” I replied. “you know when I was coming here, I was so ballistic and furious on this company that I wanted to do any possible things to get compensation for breaching the contract, but after seeing you,” she said. “Then……, what…….” I replied.
“Nothing………, happy to see you after a long time & hoping not to see you again, goodbye……” she said to me and immediately left the office after wishing me. I wanted to ask her many things whatever I felt but very soon I couldn’t stop her when she was going. I happily left the office too.
Now I came to this restaurant for cheering and celebrating my so-called success. I can never forget my those struggling days which made me what I am today. It’s all from my dedication and hard work for this accomplishment.
I remember I used to sell paper in the morning for four to five hours and used to go to college to study. It’s one of the most amazing and memorable moments of my life when I met Ahaana first time. As the usual end of the month,
I went to that apartment to collect the money of paper which I used to sell. I started ringing the bell, suddenly door was opened. “what…….” It’s her voice as soon as she came out. “Can you call Radhika.” While looking at her in a white t-shirt and half trousers, her hair was tied up and she was looking adorable in that look. “Why……” she said.
I remember she didn’t speak too much, except what why, who are you, what do you want and all. “I have just come here to get my money. I replied nervously because she was not ready to entertain me.
“What kind of money………”? She asked rudely. “I sell the newspaper, so……..” I replied again.“So what……..” she asked again. “So I need my money,” I replied. “They have vacated the apartment, now I live here………” she said. “but my money……” I asked. “Ask from landlord…….., she must have given your money to them,” she suggested me to do so. “Thanks………” I replied and after that, I was about to landlord apartment suddenly she called me.
“Listen………, hey you PAPERBOY,” she called me the first time, Paperboy. “Yes……” I replied. “Can you give me a paper from tomorrow,” she asked me to provide papers to her. “Of course…….., it’s my work,” I replied while slightly smiling and I was speechless because of her beautiful personality.
“I will tell you what kind of magazine and paper you need to get for me.”She said and about to close the door. “No issues…….., as you wish, I will bring everything for you. I replied. “Ok come tomorrow……..” she replied. I didn’t realize anything but I was being so excited at that moment. Just the first time I met here and I was started thinking about her.
I can’t believe after the next day I started delivering the paper to her personally by hand. I normally used to throw the paper on everyone’s apartment or gate of their flats, but for her, I used to go personally and give her by hand. She used to stay alone in her apartment,
she sometimes used to go outside but most of the time she preferred to be at home alone. I became very soon loyal to her, she was nice to me always.
One day I asked her. “you stay alone here.” I asked. “Yes ……. why…….” She said surprisingly. “Just asking you normally.” I replied.“You tell me……” she asked. “What……..” I asked. “You study or only sell this newspaper,” she asked. “Yeah………, I study too………, just completed my intermediate and wanna get a higher education,” I replied.
“Great……. so have you been registered in any college or university for higher education…….” she showed her concerns about my admission and education.
“Not yet,” I replied to her. “Why……..” she asked. “I have dreamed of getting higher education from the big university.” I expressed my dream. “So what is your problem.” she asked again.”money……. I don’t have enough money to get admission and paying fees.” I replied. “Ohh…….but your parents can arrange,” she said.
“My father was expired when I was very young and my mother doesn’t have enough money to live forget about my study. I am the one in my family who earn money.” I replied to my family condition. “So how would you do,” she asked me while showing her worries about my career and all. “I am saving, I will save hopefully,” I said.
She used to be so nice and generous to me that every time whenever I used to go to her apartment, she used to ask me tea, coffee, snacks. I always used to bring all kinds of magazines and papers whichever was demanded and ordered by her.
I remember she was very much concern about my study, every time she used to ask me how much money I saved, why I am not focusing on my study. Where I wanna go for higher education.
I can’t forget that day when I had not delivered all my newspapers to Society people when I had to go to her for handling over her newspaper. When I reached there “I am late…..” she said. “Sorry….., I didn’t get..”
“I need to reach somewhere urgently…..” she asked me a favor. “You don’t worry, I’ll drop you by my Scotty. I replied. “Are you sure, you don’t have any work right now aren’t you.” She said. “Yeah….. I don’t have…..” how could I make her understand about my feelings and excitement that, the first time in my life a girl is sitting behind me on my Scotty? I had my work of delivering newspapers but, then and there I throw all my newspaper and cleaned my backside Scotty seat just to feel her good and comfortable.
“Are you comfortably sitting,” I asked. “Yeah….. Actually, I’m enjoying.” She said. In fact, I was enjoying more than she, because I had a dream from many times to let her sit on my Scotty first, I was crazy to have her company on my Scotty. I was not able to express my excitement. Very soon we reached her destination. “Thank you so much…… because I am here on time..” she thanked me and entered the building.
I remember the whole day I was stood outside of that building. I thought I should take her back home on my Scotty. “Are you still here…..” she asked me shockingly while coming out of that building. “Nah…., just came “ I lied. “Why….” She asked. I didn’t have words to explain to her why I did come there again.
In fact, she understood that I just came, she was not aware that I had been waiting for her since morning when she left. “Just had some work….” It’s done now…” while explaining her I showed her sign to come with me on my Scotty, but suddenly, “I am waiting for someone…., you just go right now…, I will come by taxi…” she said. “Are you sure “ I reconfirmed.
“Yeah… ” the first time I’m not outside of my home…, you don’t need to worry about me “ she replied. Her replied made me so upset that I didn’t want to stay there at any cost. My feelings were hurt at that moment. I didn’t understand why I was thinking too much. As long as she replied, I immediately left the place.
I remember that day I was screwed by those apartments people whom I didn’t deliver the newspaper on that day. When I went into society in the evening, one by one they started screaming and shouting at me. I remember after that we so many times used to go together outside for her assignments and sometimes she used to return back with me.
I remember whenever I used to go with her that day society people began to shout at me because the newspaper used not to be delivered on time. I remember despite all these things happening in my life I was enjoying a lot with Ahaana. People used to say always that I should be focusing on my career.
I am not an Ahaana type of boy. She is very different, she has big contacts. I never understand what type of and how she was different. Whenever we were together we used to enjoy a lot. She was knowing my feelings and emotions, and I think she used to understand me.
I remember I was able to control my emotions, I decided to tell her everything that how much I love her. Whatever I feel for her, so I reached her home. I rang the bell. She came out and, “What….” She said in a different way.
“Nothing…….. just came here to tell you something most important..” I replied. “Now now……. I’m busy right now..” she said and try to shut the door. “Who is there ……..” I saw some was there inside her apartment, so I asked her.
“It’s none of your business…, we will talk later…” she said and closed the door. I remember their conversation was audible to me. I could easily listen to their voice. “Who was outside darling…” one strange man said to her, he was asking about me.
“No one dear……. not so important…, he was a paperboy..” she said to him. “Why did he come….” He asked her again. “For taking money, I told him to come another time…” she replied to him. I couldn’t understand who was that person suddenly appeared in her home. I have been seeing her alone for a long time in this society and she told me that she is unmarried and I know most of her friends.
I decided to talk to her as soon as possible. I started worrying about losing her from my life. Next day she called me to ask what I was about to talk to her. “So tell me….” She asked.
“What ..” I replied. “You were about to tell me something important….” She said to me with an angry look. “Just wanna express my feelings…” I said. “Sorry…” she said shockingly. “You know what I mean…” I replied.
“I don’t know anything that is going in your mind, tell me clearly.” She replied. “Uhh……. i…… I was not able to speak. “What I……..” she forced me to say. “Since I like you, you know it…” I said nervously. “I don’t know anything…” she replied.
“I love you.” while closing my eyes, I expressed my feelings to her,” I said. “Do you know who are you and what is my standard.” While showing her status she started yelling. “yes… I know my standard and your level but. I love you, I have been loving you since when I saw you the first time….”
I opened up my heart to express everything. “do you think, just I have been roaming around the city with you and if I ask your help if I enjoy with you, it doesn’t mean that I can love you, this is not loving, not even friendship, I don’t love you and I don’t like you either. I just wanted to get my work done, so I used you,” she replied.
“But why…” I asked. “What, why…..” she asked again. “ I love you and I think my life is incomplete without you, I can’t live without you.” “Don’t speak filmy dialogue. I don’t wanna hear any rubbish, you are just a paperboy, you don’t have any class, you don’t deserve me..” she started shouting at me.
“So you love that person….” I replied. “What did you say just…., who are you to say and ask this, how dare…..” she said. “Who’s he?” I asked again about that person. “None of your business…” she replied.
I remember I was speechless and not able to understand how to prove my love. She told me clearly that she didn’t like me. That person was inside the room, suddenly he came out and “Bro…, go make first your class.., become something and then love someone else as per your standard…” he said.
“I am not talking to you, I don’t need your advice…” I told him to stay away from our issue. “He’s right…….. you are no one… you are nothing.” her reply was hurting me,
but I really learned a big lesson from her. “Thanks for your advice, I will keep in my mind….” I replied. I remember after that moment, I never cried because I understood that crying is not an option. I became emotionless, focused on my study and hard work. I remember very soon she shifted somewhere else and I decided never to meet her again in my life or if I would meet, I am not gonna let her go easily by breaking my heart.
Today I was celebrating her struggling life and my achievements and successful life. But I am wrong. I was so harsh on her that I couldn’t even think while insulting her that, she may be right. I am wrong because just got to know something which I never had thought of that could have happened.
I didn’t even imagine before I met him. His name is Roy. I couldn’t recognize him when he came to me and asked permission to sit beside me while having drinks in his hand.
“So you are celebrating alone…” he said. “Sorry, who are you?” I replied arrogantly. “I should sit here, shouldn’t I.” he sifted himself from a different chair. “You….” I reacted with surprise while looking at him. “Yes……. great you still remember me,” he said. “How can I forget you…” I replied.
“By the way my name is Roy.” He told his name. “I don’t care “ I replied. “At that day you were curious to know about me, that’s why I am introducing myself,” he replied. “I was stupid, running after someone who was really not my type of class. I was deserving more than what I wanted to get.” I replied proudly while showing my fake big smile.
“Doesn’t matter now. I just came here to show something which can be even more hurtful than before when she had rejected you,” he said. “I don’t wanna listen to anything, I am leaving right now,” I replied and stood up to go.
“Ok……. Go but she is leaving this country forever,” he said. “I don’t care…” I replied and started walking toward outside. “You will regret yourself very soon if you don’t wanna listen to her sacrifice for you and your success…” he said.
“Really, she sacrificed for me..” I started laughing at him while listening to his stupid and silly excuses for her. “Yes…… she not only sacrifice her love for your success, but also she sacrificed everything just to make you successful even without your acknowledgment,” he said. “What……….” I replied shockingly. The kind of class and standards, you are showing to everyone, the arrogance you have right now is because of her, this job and many more.”
he replied. “What, this job…” I asked. “You got this job on her recommendation, not only this job, your education, your accommodation, your every requirement of living this life, she only fulfilled all these things and you never knew this.” He said. “How…..” I asked. “Do you remember when she told that she doesn’t love you. She was wrong, she used to love you at that time and she still loves you more than you, but never express her feelings…” he replied.
“But why…… why she didn’t tell me… what was the reason… why she rejected me because of my status that I was simply a paper boy, no one for her…” I replied aggressively. “You was someone special for her…. someone really very special..” he replied.
“Then why..” I asked. “Because she wanted to see you succeed in your life. You had a dream to get the higher education, you wanted to be successful, and she was also struggling in her modeling career. I had asked her that day when she refused to tell you about her feelings.
I told her not to do this, this will make you crazy, but she told me one thing..”
“if Chirag will continue like this and get my love, he will never change himself, he will lose interest in the study. He will be always like a paperboy..” she said to me that you were losing your focus and interest from study…. You wanted to achieve something in your life before she came into your life.. because of her, your direction was being changed and she realized very late when both were fallen in love with each other…..” Roy explained the exact reason for her.
“But why she didn’t tell me before, she could have told me clearly…” I asked again. “No……. she wanted to make you emotionally strong.” He replied. “How she helped me for higher education…” I asked.
“Do you remember, when you used to get a packet every weekend in that box, she used to keep that packet with full of money. because she wanted to save money for you. How did you get a scholarship for higher education at a big university? Because she had paid your entire education fees and portrayed that you got scholarships for your higher education.
She paid for your accommodation, your, and everything whatever you were required for your life.” he said.
“I was proud of myself that I achieved all these things and I never tried to meet her again…” I said. “Go get her back in your life…, she is an airport right now. She has a flight for the USA,”
he said. “Thanks, buddy,” I replied and started running. “Don’t waste your time…” he said to me. “Bye…, see you soon…” I replied and left. “Yeah very soon…” he said. Now run otherwise she will leave me again and this time if I am not getting her,
I will be the most unlucky person on earth. Somehow I reached the airport but how would I search her. Yes that announcement desk, I should go there and request to call her name.
“Ma’am can you please, announce Miss Ahaana…” I request her. “Why……” a young beautiful customer service officer replies with a big smile. “It’s important…” I reply. “Tell her flight details… I will try…” she says.
“I don’t know about her flight.. just call her name and tell her to come here at this inquiry desk…” I say. “can’t…… it’s against the policy…” she said “Please ma’am…, she is going out of the country forever. She will not be coming back. Please call her…” I started begging her. “Ok….ok…” finally she agrees to call her.
She announces her to come on the inquiring desk because someone is waiting for her. “I am so sorry…” as soon as she appears in front of me I say. “Why…….” Ahaana asks me surprisingly. “for my arrogance and misbehavior. I am extremely sorry…” I reply.
“So you called only for this,” she says. “yes…, no… no… no.,” I reply while stammering. “What no… no… no… yes.. yes.. you are doing. tell me exactly, I have to catch the flight…” she says. “Why…… don’t catch the flight…… don’t go..” I insist on you.
“There is no reason for staying here,” she says. “Roy told me everything. Please forgive me and love me as you love me always. Don’t ever let me be a part of your life..” I say. “Again filmy dialogues. You know I hate this,” she replies.
“See…..now I have the same class and status like you,” I say. “No….. still not same class..” she says. “How….” “Your standard is very high now, and I am low now. now I don’t have any class.”She says.
“Now your standard is unmatchable, I love you,” I reply. “Yes… I know…. and I love you too…” she finally forgives me. Suddenly flight attendant comes and, “Ma’am, why are you wasting our time,
We know you are not gonna catch this flight because at the end girl forgives the boy and accept his love, so we are closing the onboarding process. We wish you have a happiest and joyful life together, happy to stay together.”
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