“Good morning dear, many many happy returns of the day happy birthday to you.” I wished her while looking into her eyes. She looks adorable, stunning, extremely beautiful, whenever I see her while sleeping as if my world stops, I can’t see anything else. She is perfectly created like her eyes, her lips, her hair, her face, her slender body, and most importantly her calmness and quietness nature.
“I am so sorry, I didn’t wanna disturb you,” I said to her when she suddenly wakes up. “I can live my whole life while looking at you. It’s your birthday, so get up. I cooked your favorite breakfast today, we’ll have together and how are you feeling now.” I said to her while Kissing on her forehead.
“I’m good now, thank you so much.” She replied with a big gleaming smile. Her killer smile makes my day and whenever she smiles, I wish to let that moment of my life be stopped so that I can then rewind it, whatever I want to see her smile I can get at that moment. I can die for her smile. She is the only one reason for my life, I am incomplete without her.
I still remember, It was 05 February 2012. My mom and I had come back home from the US after almost 22 years. When I was in the US, I was exhilarating about going back home. It’s really an arduous feeling, which couldn’t be explained or expressed obviously. I remember when I was about to board the flight, I had started planning all those things which were not supposed to happen at any cost. I had only one wish to see her and to meet her again.
I had no idea about her looks, her lifestyle, her personality, after all, we hadn’t seen each other since childhood, but I was imagining different things about her. When we landed over our home country.
I was not able to control my excitement and gone there. The school building and classes were same like before, but the classes were locked maybe because of vacation, and same principal office, that was also locked, the only library was opened but it’s so slovenly that no one was there in the library except librarian,
I went inside the library and I was wondering there because it’s almost two decades I have been there. I saw one adorable, alluring and gorgeous girl was searching for something. I assumed her that it’s Stella. I was afraid of talking with her because I was not sure whether she was the same girl I used to dream for.
Even though I was uncomfortable at that moment and because of her personality, I was not able to talk with her, so I couldn’t stop myself looking at her with my naked eyes. The more I was seeing her, the more I was being uncontrollable at that moment. It was like the most precious and jubilant live experience of my life which I am never gonna forget.
I was mesmerizing only her name when I was in the US, it’s inscribed in my heart and soul, which can’t be erased easily. “Stella…….! I whispered her name, nervously. Though there were only a few people still I was not confidently speaking with her, so I called her name in low tone voice and took a chance to talk to her.
She didn’t recognize my voice and how would she recognize, if she was not the same girl.“Stella ………” I again called her name. She didn’t listen this time too, then I thought, she could be another girl. but whenever I was looking at her, I was feeling like there’s something between us, since I came and on the same day I saw her. Maybe I was wrong.
I remember when we used to study together in childhood, I always wanted to spend time with her only, I used to find reasons to be with her in childhood. My memory is unforgettable.
This time we came in front of each other, we were closed to each other, I smiled nervously and she saw me this time, I think she was recognizing me Again. “Stella……. Hello ….. this is John.” While going close to her I said and she started starring me strangely. “Do you remember me, I am your childhood friend,
John……..” I introduced myself. “No……” I don’t……. she replied. “I am John…… we used to study in this school,” I said again. “I am new here.” She replied. “Yeah….. I am also new, but in in childhood, we used to study here.” I said again. “Yes……. Yeah …….. How are you doing John.”
she recognized me finally. We were in the school library looking into each other eyes and librarian was started watching us because I was new there. He couldn’t understand whatever was going on there, finally, he went out of the library because he felt uncomfortable, now only we two were in the library. “I’m fine, what about you.” She replied and asked me. “I am good, perfect,” I replied. I thought she has forgotten me but the way she has smiled and replied to me, it was showing that she had never forgotten me.
I remember it’s small Village name Stan Gia with all-natural atmosphere, the mountain is surrounded, one lake, one big church which is the very old architecture of the ancient time. Not more than 10000 people habitat in this area, people are provided with natural resources, people of this village are having a big heart, kind, supportive, loyal, not artificial. After 22 years I’m back to my home. It looks like I know this place for many years.
“you are still in this village,” I asked from her. “No…….. I have come a few days back from UK.” she replied. We were not knowing that what should we talk. “I need to go home.” Suddenly she said to me. “Ok……… sure ……..” I replied to her sadly. “Hoping to meet you again,” I asked but she didn’t reply and walked away.
I still remember that we used to find the reason to spend time together and used to play a lot together. As soon as she went home, I was coming back home and saw one strange thing. The school’s gatekeeper was doing something strange, unusual things, which was scary and horrifying.
“just go, let me go, go get away from me, leave me alone let me go from here, I want to go home.” He was speaking like these words as if someone is teasing or harassing him. His face, his body, his clothes were sweaty, smelling differently, his hair was scattered around his face. His big mustache and beard were so sticky and creepy that no one would dare to talk with him.
He was trying to escape but something or someone was stopping him, not letting him go. While crossing him I opened the school main gate, he was still doing the same thing and then, “Come let’s go, come out…. you want to go from here, let’s walk.” When I said to him, he was unable to come out. I didn’t understand his behavior. He was only crying and was not able to speak properly. I remember he was the same gatekeeper who used to stop us all the time during my childhood whenever we used to go out during breakfast or lunch time.
I still remember when we were a child, Stella and I were trying to go out together one day, he didn’t allow us to go out. We had tried a lot at that day but he was angry with us and didn’t let us go, even after school was finished. We were running, wandering here and there hiding our self, trying to escape but unfortunately, we weren’t able to go out. We were horrified and scared at that time, we were sweating nervously.
After that what had been happened to me, I try to remember but never able to do so. Anyway, I came out from the school through the main entrance gate and walked toward my home. When I was going my home I had seen one lady outside of her home, sitting alone, she was graceful, looking lonely, her eyes were looking for someone, waiting for someone whom she loves, she was around 50 years old. While I was passing through her home, she was continuously staring at me.
She was seemingly looking low weak and upset. I tried to ignore her but, I couldn’t able to do so. She was the same lady, I had met her when I was coming from the airport with my mom, she suddenly came in front of our cab and started looking at us. “Who is this lady,” I asked from my mom.
“I don’t know.” She replied to me. After that, I reached my home, went for a shower and then had my dinner with my mom “Mom I met Stella today.” while eating I told her. “Who………..” Mom replied. “Stella……. my school friend,” I said again. “Who’s Stella……..” she asked strangely and surprisingly.
“Mom…….. how can you forget my childhood friend, Stella and I used to study in Sant Gia private school and used to play together all the time.” I tried to remind her of my childhood memories. “Are you going crazy…….
What are you saying all these nonsenses, do you need a Doctor for treatment.” Mom replied loudly with an annoying voice. I didn’t understand her reaction when she heard Stella name. I started thinking that why mom reacted like that but anyway I left that topic because mon was frustrated and tired because of the longtime journey we had been from the US to India, so I tried to divert her mind. The home was dark and dusty because it wasn’t unlocked for almost 22 years.
Mom says always that when my dad had got an offer in a big research center of US, then we moved to the US. My father didn’t come with us, he got some assignments to complete within a few days at the last minute, so he would be coming after completing his project.
My home was built during the first quarter of the 20th century, having two and a half, a widely bracketed gable roof, and a multi-windowed dormer and frequently built of rustic materials, my forefathers used to live in this home. My room is on the second floor so I can see anything outside throughout my window. Whatever is happening outside, can be noticed easily,
everything is visible from my room. Since I was so tired that I couldn’t even have sleep proper, so I tried to sleep, but as usual I was not able to do so and started thinking many things, I didn’t recognize when I slept and I started feeling thirsty at midnight, so I woke up within few hours, I was looking for water, so I switched on the light and took water bottle and drunk water. When I was about to go in bed, and I looked at my window, it was opened so I thought to close that window glass properly,
so I went ahead, it’s dark outside dogs were barking but when I looked up outside some sound was coming. I don’t know what was that, but it was like some children were making noise, screaming, shouting, playing, it’s not clearly visible because of darkness but I heard that few children were playing, running at the ground,
I could not understand who were they? what were they doing in midnight, I was not sure because I couldn’t able to see them properly. Since my home is adjacent to the school, both buildings are closed, so every moment, anything can be noticed easily. After that, I went on my bed and tried to sleep but unable to sleep.
I always think about my past because most of the time I can’t remember my whole past memories because I had some problem in my brain, so I can’t remember past things. Now so many horrific and terrific things were happening since I landed over here, so I started thinking more and more.
Since I have done graduation in history, so I always have the curiosity of knowing everything, try to find roots of anything. I always want to get full knowledge of anything. I was thinking that what was happened in past. I started thinking about, that lady who was looking at me as if she knows me, but I had never met her before and why I am thinking about her, did I know her, is there any connection between us,
why mom reacted on me when I told her that I had met Stella. And now those children were playing in school ground at this midnight which is not possible. I was not sure, I just heard the voice and nothing were visible. Maybe it was my imagination about those children. There were many questions arising in mind. It’s really strange for me that the day I came here in this area, these things started happening, maybe it’s normal,
I’m just overthinking about this, but I wanted to know everything even though this seems to be normal, awkward and weird. Whatever was happened in past and happening in present are correlated with each other, which is gonna affect my future, I needed to find out the exact reason for all these.
I decided to meet Stella again and again, I would ask if she remembers anything about our past, happened with her. Do I want to know about Stella where was she? Her education, her like, dislike, her past, everything.
She had told me that she just came from the UK, she completed her education there, but what education, she didn’t tell me, how long she’s been in the UK, she didn’t tell me. Why she had told me
“No” when I asked her what was she coming home frequently before. While thinking these things I slept again. Now I am getting sleepy every day it means that I am able to sleep properly every day without fail, without any hurdle. It’s because of Stella when I met her from that time till now, I am blessed with proper sleeping. One thing which changed my life is, being with Stella, I admire her a lot.
I woke up in the morning, went to take bath and came down in the dining room at the dining table for breakfast. “Good morning dear son…..” Mom greeted me with the smile. “Very good morning mom…..” I replied.
“How are you doing mom…?” I asked about her health. “I’m perfectly fine…..” She replied. “How was your last night, did you sleep well…?” She asked me. “Yeah…….. but not really………I had not sufficient sleep as usual.” I didn’t disclose to mom that I don’t sleep much in the night.
“What about your mom, did you……” I asked. “Yeah…… Of course, I slept well.” She replied while showing her freshness. I didn’t tell anything about last night because she would be worried about me and they would not let me go anywhere freely. “What’s the plan.” I asked.“Nothing special my child.”
she replied. “Mom I wanna go out for city sightseeing. “Ok …… as you wish, go get some fresh air and roam around, you would love.” She suggested me. When I was going out, my home maid was looking at me. “What…….? Why are you looking at me like this.”
I asked. “Nothing…… She replied. Her name is Julia, she works in my home, she is a simple and responsible girl, she works very hard, she’s caring nature. Her mother used to work in my home, then their family used to be my family’s servant, now she works for us, she is perhaps working because of her mother.
She is not able to work now. Mom always says that it’s Julia’s mother her name is Nannie, who held my first time in her arms when I was born, she contributed a lot for our family, for my mother, she was very close to mom and very much caring for my family. She was really happy when I was born, she used to love me a lot.
I started making plans, what to do, where to go, and my first utmost priority and concern was on Stella, because I was super excited to meet her again, and then searching for past things. I had to start from school and for that, I had to go there again.
Maybe I could have gotten some clues. I wanted to meet that lady also and I would inquire about her life that what was happened to her in past and also that gatekeeper why he does like that weird and horrific things, and also I wanted to know about those children who were playing in the midnight or maybe it was my imagination but I had to get confirmed that things.
So I left the home and reached the school from the main entrance gate. I entered the school while crossing the gate, I tried to talk that gatekeeper, but he was still doing some weird things in the same place.
“What is happened with you, why you do like this,” I asked him but he replied reply anything. “If the school is closed then go take rest, are you ok, you want anything.” I started asking again. He was not able to speak but doing the same things. “Don’t come inside.
Go from here, go away, don’t go inside the school.” he started warning me loudly. “What….. I didn’t get you.” I replied. “They would not leave you, it’s not a good place for you, they are not good, they would punish you as well, you can’t escape from here once you are trapped.” He was trying to say something but I was not able to understand his words. It was like a warning sign for me, that I should get away from this place and issues.
I thought he is crazy, mad and unsound mind or maybe he’s old and got retired, so he’s doing weird things. As soon as I entered the playground, I saw some things were presented there, Whatever I had seen and felt last night. But how was that possible. I had started thinking that School’s closed on summer vacation, but how children could play at midnight in this ground.
Then suddenly I saw outside the gate some children were playing. Then I understood that maybe the same children were making noise, playing. Maybe it was my imagination that sounds were coming from school ground.
I went to the library and saw Stella was already there, looking for books. “Hi…….. We met again.” I greeted her with a big smile. “So you come often here…..?” I asked her “Yeah …….. “ she replied with very low tone. “
What about you…..?” She asked me “Not really…….. actually I am here to mesmerize my old memories, in fact, I wanted to know about your past too.” I expressed my exact reason to go there again and again. I don’t have many memories here, I don’t remember.”
She replied. “You too……” I asked surprisingly. “What do you mean that.” She replied shockingly. “I meant I am also like you. I can’t remember my past, but only some memories I remember.” I said. “So how’s your family……?” When I asked about her family, she was so scared and frightened that she couldn’t answer me.
Her face was horrific red with full fear, she was not able to speak properly. Somehow I had changed the topic and tried to divert her mind. “So how’s weather, the atmosphere here, it’s good isn’t it,” I asked. “Yeah……. great atmosphere always here…..” she replied with a smile. “Do you remember our childhood memories hopefully.” I tried to know if she could open up herself anything about past and then.
“Yeah….. But not much,” she replied. I started thinking, that she had been sent on earth only for me, what a destiny, my good luck, we both came in this area at the same time. It seems like it was written in our destiny to meet each other like reunion again, to know each other, to understand each other, to love each other unconditionally, to care about each other, to remember our childhood memories.
Then we came out of the library and started walking towards the ground. “I saw some strange things on the school ground in the middle of last night,” I said with surprise. “What…….? What did you see……..?” She asked me with a big surprise.
“It was not clearly visible actually but some children were playing on the ground, they were shouting, making noise, screaming themselves. I’m not sure maybe it was my imagination because when I was coming here I heard some children were playing outside of school, so I guess maybe they were playing and shouting last midnight.”
I said to her. “I don’t know anything and can’t tell exactly what was that.” She replied. “I still remember when we were children we used to play outside of school in the evening time and some time we used to come inside the school ground to play.”
I tried to remind her. “No one can enter in the school because all school gates are locked in the evening from everywhere, and one gate which is beside of main entrance gate that is only in use for our home which is also locked in the evening time, nobody comes and goes out,” she replied while giving complete information about school.
“What……? You stay in school.” I reacted strangely because I was completely confused when she said that she lives in the school area and all gates were locked after evening. Maybe she’s new there and didn’t know much about this area. “Ohh………Maybe it was my imagination only because I was tired so much last night.”
I replied to her. “No worries………” She replied to me while dropping at the school main entrance gate and I saw her residence area which is inside of school with full of plants and trees “Do you really stay here, it looks like a horrible and ghostly place. Is this your residence…….?” I asked her again with surprise because I had seen many scary things most of the time inside the school.
“Yeah………My father is the trustee and the principal of this school.” She replied. “So how long you were the UK and for what reason you went there,” I asked. I have been in the UK and completing my education since childhood.” she said. “So you were alone in the UK,” I asked again.
“No…….. my mom was with me.” She replied. “How long you were there in the UK,” I asked again out of my curiosity because she didn’t tell last time. It’s almost 22 years.” she answered me. “What…….. “ I was shocked and surprised, she didn’t disclose much about her life in the UK.
I remember after that she left me at the gate and this time that gatekeeper was quiet and calm, he was not doing any weird things like earlier he was doing, but he was really scared and frightened as usual. “What happened this person.” When I saw about to go, I asked. “I don’t know exactly, maybe he’s mad, unsound,” she replied to me. “Did you ask about his mental condition from any other person,”
I asked again about his condition. “No……….I didn’t…no one lives here, in this residence.” She replied. “Ohh……. So you are alone here in this residence.” I again asked her. “No……” She replied with an angry look. I was asking lots of unnecessary questions just to satisfy my curiosity after that I realized that I should not ask much about anything otherwise, she is gonna angry on me and not going to meet me again, so I stopped asking questions.
“Now are you fine.” While walking through the gatekeeper, I asked loudly. He was trying to say something as he knows some secrets and wants to share with me, but something was stopping him, that time also he didn’t reply. I had walked out of school from the main entrance gate. When I was going towards my home I had seen again the same lady, she had sat at the front side of her home.
“How are you, aunty? are you all right, Are you looking someone?” I asked while greeting her but she was only looking at me at that time. “you………. finally She replied after thinking a lot. “What me…….. I asked her surprisingly and shockingly. “Were you looking for me….? I asked with a big smile.
“Yes………. “ I was amazed by her reply. “Why……? “ I asked again. “I was looking for you because you look like my child. She replied with a big genuine smile. “Yes…… I am Thankful to you that thinking me like your son. While laughing at her, I thanked her.
Otherwise, I should have worried for that why she was saying like that. Her reply was surprising for me because I had just come before at day in that area and I was not knowing anybody there, in fact, no one was knowing me either. How she can say and why she was looking for me.
“Why……. Are you serious, do you know who am I…., I don’t know you, and how do you know me.” I asked her again with surprise. “You don’t know me, maybe no one knows you, But I know you, I know you from your childhood.” her reply again surprised me. I couldn’t understand her and her concerns about me. “So how’s your mother, how’s her health,” she asked about my mom. “You know my mom,” I asked surprisingly.
“Yeah………” she replied. She’s good…. Perfect……” I replied. We just came back home yesterday after a long time since my parents moved to the US.” I said. “I know everything.” She again replied.
“What happened to you, why you always sit here, “I asked again the reason for sitting alone there. “I’m looking for my child he’s lost somewhere, I missed out him.” When she replied to me full of sadness and hope for her son. “How old is your son…?” I asked. “Just Eight years……. at that time.”
She replied. “When it happened,” I asked again. “He went to school and didn’t come back yet.” She replied and started crying. “Ohh…….. you don’t worry, he will come soon, just wait,” I replied to her while giving her hope that her son would definitely come. “He can’t come now because he’s not here. He is not coming from the very long time, he would not come, since 22 years has been passed when he was lost, missed out,” she replied while crying again.
“Sorry…… I didn’t get you.” I replied and started worrying. I had thought that she was unsound too like the gatekeeper. “Ok…….. then see you soon, “I told her because I was in hurry, I needed to go somewhere. “Ok……… Come soon, waiting for you only,” she replied with the blessing and made me crazy.
Again one more mysterious thing came to me about that lady whose son had been missing out from a long time. And that time again I didn’t tell anything about her from my mom. I went home and called Julie and asked if she was knowing anything about that lady son and weird things happening in the school.
“Julia, can you come here, you have been in this city since your birth and your family is also resident of this city,” I said to her. “Tell me, Sir, What happened.” She replied. “Your family used to work in our home, do you know this,” I asked. “Yes sir, I do know,” she replied. “Tell me about this city,”
I asked. “Sorry……. what happened why are you asking this,” she replied with surprise. “Nothing Julie I’m new here and I don’t know much about this area and I’m not able to understand which place I should go.” I tried to divert her mind that’s why I didn’t ask directly otherwise she could have spoken to mom everything.
“Sir this village is not much famous and nothing worthy of seeing,” she replied with an intense look. “Why it’s a beautiful place with full of nature, good atmosphere, fresh air, environment-friendly climate, people are good, very loyal, very welcoming, very loving, caring, peaceful environment, natural resources.”
Immediately I started telling her about that village. But I wanted to ask something different, but I was not able to ask directly.
“So tell me about people of this area,” I asked with a trick. “What sir……..? To whom you are asking about,” she asked again surprisingly. “I am asking about one lady, she’s staring me since I came here and when I asked her that why she looks me, she said strangely. “Who Sir………. And She said to you.” She was still confused.
“I was coming from school I met that lady, she was having welcoming nature, she was really a beautiful heart and was very nice to me. I don’t know what happened to her, her eyes were looking her missing son and her eyes were a drought with full of tears. When I spoke to her it’s like she knows me from a very long time. What happened with that lady Julie, do you know anything.”
I asked her if she knew anything. “Sir………I don’t know much about that lady but I heard from my mother about her son that she had one son 22 years ago. He used to go Sant Gia private school.” she said to me what her mother used to say here. “Is this same school,” I asked her again.
“Yeah …….this private school besides your home,” she replied. “So what was happened with her son,” I asked. “One day he went to school and then he didn’t come back.” She also replied same what that lady was saying to me. “Then what happened,” I asked again. “School staff said that he had left the school earlier. From that day till today that lady is in believe that her child will come.
Every day she cries for her son, One more thing sir, One more thing my mother told me.” She said and stopped suddenly. “What?” I asked surprisingly. “At that day one more child was missed out from school and she was a girl.”
She said. “Do you know who was that girl,” I asked her again. “No, sir………… I don’t know,” she replied. “What about this school,” I asked her. “What sir……..? she surprisingly asked me. “I’m just asking normally,”
I said to her. “I don’t know much about this school.” She replied and about to leave the room. “Tell me more….” I asked again aggressively. “My mother knows everything better than me and anyone else, she is familiar with this village and people. While going out of my room she said. I was not satisfied with her information because I had to get complete knowledge and now only her mother could have helped me.
“Where is she right now,” I asked surprisingly. “At home…..” she replied and finally left the room. Now I need to meet Nannie aunty to know more details, everything about the past and present. Her mother name is Nannie. I went on the bed and started thinking about Stella, I need to have in my life while lying on the bed. Whenever I see her I start following in her eyes, I always want to be with her,I want to love her from my deepest heart, I like the way she walks I like the body I like her smile, everything I love about her,
I can’t express my feelings and loves to her. While lying on the bed I was thinking about her, then suddenly one light started coming into my room from school area when I saw outside the window, I had seen, children were playing again inside the school ground.
This time they were playing with the gatekeeper and that he was doing some things which he does, as usual, every day. I was unable to understand what’s going in this area. As soon as I came here, these strange things started happening with me.
I remember a few days back when we were coming to this area from the US. I was very excited that I’m going to my home country, I would have lots of fun enjoyment, I would move around the area,
I was excited about school and most importantly Stella. When I was in flight I talked about Stella from mom, her reaction was very surprising, she was telling who’s Stella where she lives, how did you meet to her. How do you know her? I was really telling mom excitedly about Stella, but mom was not ready to listen. I don’t know why.
Why I don’t remember what was happened when I left the school in childhood, Stella is also not talking about the past. I was thinking in the night that I need to talk with Stella, and for I had to meet her again. Tomorrow morning I would go to her residence and I would try to bring her outside of school, somewhere we can go and talk freely. I want to spend more and more time with Stella.
Tomorrow one more thing I have to do, I would have to go to meet Julie’s mother to get more information about this area, school and about that lady’s missing son. Now I should take some sleep, it’s almost 2 o’clock of night. I didn’t recognize when I had fallen asleep. Suddenly, “Stella I want to say something.”
I said to her. “What…? She replied. I do really admire you.” I replied. “Tell me exactly……” She replied surprisingly. “I like you, I really love you, God has sent you for me. I want to live the rest of my life with you. Will you marry me.” I finally expressed my feelings for her. “Yes…………….” She replied immediately without thinking much.
“Yes…….. she said, but suddenly “John wake up son. It’s 8 o’clock in the morning, switch off the alarm, it’s still ringing.” My mom started yelling me loudly. I remember after that moment, I said regretfully Shit, It’s a dream.
While getting up, I was really happy and was blushing that, I had purposed her even though it happened with me in the dream but I did it. “What happened, why are you smiling, all good…..” mom was asking me surprisingly.
“Yes mom…… I’m okay……” I replied to her while still blushing because the first time I had a dream of Stella. Then after a few minutes, I had gotten up from the bed and gone for a shower. I came down in the dining room for breakfast.
“Good morning mom…….” I greeted her ecstatically and so loudly that I was feeling idiotic at that time. “How’s your night, you’re looking fresh today, I guess, you had wonderful and effortless sleep last night.” While smiling gleamingly she replied to me. “Yeah …….. after a long time, I had compressive and flawless sleep last night,”
I replied. I can’t forget that night and that dream when the first time I had expressed exactly what I had been planning to do. It was really an arduous amazing feeling.
“What happened, mom………?” I asked her with surprise because she was looking hushed and terrified. “Nothing……. Last night I came to your bedroom and I had seen that your room light was on, so I thought you were waking, then I had gone back to my bedroom.” She asked me strangely and worryingly.
That time I didn’t wanna tell anything again to mom, otherwise, she would have started worrying and being tense, and then her bundles of different types of questions were supposed to throw on me, so I just decided to keep quiet. “Maybe I had forgotten to switch off the light,” I replied nervously.
“Are you sure….” she said to me again.. “Yes, mom……. I was distressed and feeling indolent last night, so I couldn’t realize when I had crashed out my bed, and then forgotten to switch off the light. After that, I had decided to go Julie’s home to meet her mother, but problem was, how to convince her and mom, what I was supposed to make excuse to mom that where I was going out.
Julie had just come to the home for cooking and doing other stuff, so I decided not to tell her that time, that I wanted to meet her mother, once she would finish her work then I would tell her to let me go with her. For time being I had thought to go out nearby to see the village. “Mom I just wanna go out to get fresh air,”
I asked mom “Ok……… go have some view,” she replied with a smile. Since this area is ancient because it’s established in ancient time, the architecture of this city is organized with open areas unlike the congested modern city, so here all homes are constructed in an organized way, there is the gap between one another buildings.
So because of few buildings, it’s a less populated and less bustling people as compare to other cities. I decided to go to that lady, I wanted to ask about what has happened to her son if she could have told me about her child because whenever I used to see her, I wanted to know more about her story, why she’s like that.
“Hi, aunty………How are you today?” I asked her when I approached her. She was same in awful condition with huge hopes in her dry eyes and was starving for one sight of her innocence son. “I’m not…… she replied while showing her face sadly. Her eyes were looking painful.
“Why……..” I asked again. “I don’t know, how much I have to wait for him.” She replied again with full of hope and tears into her drought eyes. My mom was saying that her husband was expired after a few years of their son was born, so her son was the only hope for her life. She was charming and appealing gorgeous lady at the time of her marriage.
After marriage when she came to this city, she was a flawless and spotless soft-hearted and cherished woman, she’s wonderful and supportive for others, lovable for children, she used to throw parties every time whenever she had something good to share with people, her child birthday party was numeral every year.
After her husband died, even though she was broken down but, she never ignored or missed her son’s birthday party and her son’s happiness. She used to celebrate with same enthusiasm and energy. “What had happened to your son, where he has gone,” I asked her again. She took me inside her home, when I entered her home, I started feeling unusually and extremely arduous,
I didn’t know why I was feeling like my own home, and I was like knowing that home from a long time, it’s like, I had been in that home many times before, while watching her home profoundly, I was speechless and, searching quietly something there. I didn’t know what I was looking for.
“Am I mad or crazy…….?” She asked me suddenly. “No……… who told you.” I replied her aggressively. “People…. think of me that, I’m crazy, a mad woman, unnecessarily hoping to get my son back, even though knowing that he’s no more since 22 years, my beliefs never stop me hoping and dreaming to see my son back.
She started showing her son’s toys, his dresses, his favorite things, everything which belonged to him, and I was feeling like those all things belonged to me. She kept all the things at the same place as if it was kept at the time of her son presence, it was heart touching moments for me, because I felt like some connection was with me, with my past and maybe with my future. Since I was getting late for Julia’s home,
I had to go with her, So I had told her that, I would come back and would know meticulously more about her son, “ I gotta go……” While saying that, I then came out of the home. I didn’t listen to her properly, what she’s trying to tell me.
“Ok…….. please come back soon, I will be waiting for you dear son.” She replied with a massive heart touching and precious desolating eyes. The way she had looked at me the way she had given her unconditionally and unimaginably love with her the softest profoundness heart, I started feeling guilty for her life, her past and also her future.
Because I didn’t wanna see her in her whole life, nobody would dare to see her life like she had been living over more than two decades. I should have stopped and listened to her heart feelings whatever, she wanted to open up with me. But I had to go with Julia to meet her mother. As soon as I reached my home I started searching Julie she was not anywhere so,
“where’s Julia…….. mom.” I asked her if she knew where she was. Mom surprisingly starred me and after the long pause, “Why……. What is happened, why are looking for her……?” She asked me too many questions at a time. “Mom relax………… just asking………… she told me to show the village, that’s why I am looking for her,” I replied. “She had some work in her home, so she left earlier today.” She said finally. “Ohh……… No issues another time I will go.” I told mom.
“She is gonna come in the evening for few works left.” Mom said. “Ok……….mom……..” I replied to her. Now my utmost concern was to wait for her until she comes in evening, I started regretting and blaming myself that I should have spent some more time with that aunty, listened to her what she was having problems in her life,
I could have contributed something to get over her problems and welfare of her life, after all, she needs help, because no one was to support her, she’s alone, no one was stood by her life. I remember at that moment I thought only one thing that I should go to Stella home since I feel alive whenever I meet her, see her more and more time.
I went to the washroom and dressed up and started going out, suddenly one voice came “Where are you going John, my son………” it was my mom’s voice, she asked loudly. “I am going out……… Mom…..” replied. “Why……” she asked me again. Why she was frightening and keening for me suddenly.
“I am boring here….. I need to get fresh air outside,” I said again. Since It’s only a few days passed, and I started feeling alone, my all excitement was gone but whenever I used to think of Stella, I was exhilarating energetically and finding reasons to meet her.
I came out from my home and started going towards Stella home. As she had told me earlier when we met the second day that there is two entrance gate for school, one is the main entrance where the school ground starts and goes toward classes and library.
The second one is at the left side of the school from where the direct way to reach her residence, and from her home, there is an open area through which the one path goes to school classes. As soon as, I entered in the left side of the residence gate, there were several giant trees, plants, full of small trees, Birds were singing, doing tweet, twitter, cheep chirp. Crows were cawing, the pigeon was cooing,
On one tree bees were buzzing. Side of the residence, there was one big well, it’s horrible, frightful and, was so scary like a ghost habitant, it was built in an ancient time, something creepy and smell was coming out from that well, it was strange and so horrifying that no birds were crossing over or sitting on the well, even not going nearby that well.
“knock knock……. hello hello………. is there anyone.” Firstly, I was calling her name with low tone but didn’t get any response then again I knocked the door and I did several times repeatedly and nobody responded, after knocking over time and I found a bell and started ringing the bell, suddenly,
“Who’s there…..?” One voice in a weird way came out. “It’s John…..” I replied. “who are you….?” One exhausted filthy arduous old lady appearing untidy and dirty white shoulder length hair asked hardheartedly and ruthlessly while opening the door, she was around 80 years old at her last days of life, and was around 5 feet of height. “From where you entered in residence…?”
She asked me again unsophisticatedly too many questions without giving me time to speak. “Calm down…….. calm down….. relax aunty…. I requested her to be polite and quiet. How dare to enter here.” She said again harshly and started warning me seriously.
“I came to meet Stella, can you please call her.” I requested her again to let me meet to Stella. “Whom you are asking about…..? She said. “Please please.” I requested her again. “Who………. Is Stella …?” She asked surprisingly. “Stella………. She stays here Aunty, I replied her strangely.
“Sophia…….. are You looking Sophia….? She replied and asked me whom I was looking for. “Yeah……… yes I am………. I replied confusingly because maybe her nickname was Sophia. She went back inside and didn’t come back again.
I didn’t know what to do at that time except wondering and starring her residence door so that she would be coming out. But no one came out yet. “Again I started calling loudly her name but got no response.
While going back my home and started walking towards main entrance gate confusingly, I was thinking that why that didn’t send Stella or Sophia according to her, or if she does live here in this residence.
That resistance seemed like a gosht place, petrified scary, it’s like a haunted place. Now my curiosity was started to getting more knowledge about this place, and I had to find out more about that place, so I stepped out of school second entrance and I was passing across by main entrance,
I saw that Stella was going inside the school library, now my excitement increased to meet her, I immediately came into the main entrance and saw that old gatekeeper still doing that weird thing and still saying same.
“Don’t come, it’s not good here, go back, don’t go there.” I didn’t care much about his words and I walked towards the library. In this school only one person who’s the librarian, I found normal him and Stella.
Stella is exceedingly generous with a heart of gold, sweetest and gleaming smile. Whenever I see her, I forget to breathe. Otherwise, those people I met them, they all are abnormal and behaving strange weird, differently. Suddenly I saw Stella passing through the ground. Whenever I see Stella I forget all those things which give me tension, worries and I started focusing on Stella. Now only Stella.
“Hey…….. Stella……” I greeted her while smiling and showing myself confusingly because she was leaving the library. “Hey…… you’re here.” She asked me with a gleaming smile. “Yeah, I’m here…….. I was looking for you there at your home gate.”
I said to her. “W there, you could find me here.” She replied with a smile. Whenever I used to see her, I felt to own her in my life, I was knocking your door, one weird old lady opened the residence door, I told her that I was looking for you, she went inside and didn’t come back, after long waiting patiently at your residence door,
I moved out from there. “Why………?” She asked strangely. “Sorry I didn’t hear,” I replied. “I mean……..Why were you looking for me.” She said. Umm……… ahh …….” I don’t know.” I replied. I didn’t have any answer for that.
“Tell……… John….” She asked again. “Just wanted to see you, to meet and talk, to spend more and more time with you, to see your elegant smile alluring and gleaming eyes and beautiful and graceful face, to know more about you, to take you for dinner, and many more I want to do. These things were coming into my mind,
While doing umm, hmmm, ahh. I was left speechless in front of her when I met her. I wanted to open up my heart to express my feelings and emotions for her, but it’s not an effortless task to even speak properly with her. I kept all my heart melting mesmerizing and exhilarating expression for her within my soul.
“So tell me, John, why were you looking for me.” She asked me again with the compelling, stunning smile. Her appealing and extremely mind-blowing, gleaming face lighted up my whole world at that time, and her attractive eyes sparklingly in the way, which makes me love and adore her unconditionally and uncontrollably like she is born and brought on the earth to complete my life as if we were made and created in the heave.
She is really adorable, her beauty is unconventional with indescribably pleasing personality. I couldn’t answer her question except only smiling and blushing and she too. After that, we started drowning ourselves into each other’s magnificent eyes profoundly as if we were waiting and soul searching ours for that moment.
We hardly and effortlessly tried to come out that mesmerizing and unforgettable amazing fantasy world. She couldn’t speak too much and so I, I too forgot to say anything, why I went to her. We interacted less, but blushing and starring in each other’s eyes more. “So would you like to come my home, my mom will be welcoming you cheerfully, and loving you graciously and kindheartedly.”
I asked her timidly and distraughtly, if she could meet mom, both would have wonderful and great chemistry, I guessed because both personalities were obviously compatible and comprehensible from each other flawlessly.”Yes…….. I would love to meet your mom,
I would definitely come to your home someday.” she replied while showing her agreement of coming my home positively. “Would you like to come at dinner tonight.” I did wanna let that memorable and mesmerizing moment be created the same day so I instantly asked her for dinner same.
“Umm………. Ahh ………….” she didn’t reply anything nervously. “I’ll think about it.” After a long pause, she replied. “Still we have time for the evening, so……..” I said to her. We exchanged our cell phone number. My heart was not allowed to let her go and live lonely when she was there with me, but she had to go.
“So…….. what…..”She said. So…….. you think of it, hopefully. I replied. I need to go now.” She replied and then my heart melting and started crying inside, my soul was yelling screaming and stopping her inside, but I couldn’t able to express my feelings and emotions. “Ok…….” I replied with upset soul absolutely.
“See you later,” she said and walked away from me. I was feeling that she was going as if my life was gone. I was hoping that she feels same like I feel for her. I was starring her until she went inside her residence.
After that I came out of school compound, that gatekeeper was doing same things. I tried to talk to him and he was trying to convey something but unable to speak anything. It seemed like Someone was stopping him and not letting him to speak.
“you need any help, can I let you go outside.” I asked him. He didn’t reply. I went back home and had my lunch with mom. “Mom I wanted to invite Stella on dinner,” I said to mom. “What……. who’s Stella…..? she again reacted surprisingly and rudely like before she did.
“Mom that girl…….. she lives in the school residence, her father is trustee and principal of that school, that my childhood friend I used to study with her,” I said to mom. “What are you talking about.” she reacted completely with angry way.
“Her family name is Sophia, I said again. “Ohh……..” She replied. I went back to my bedroom and started waiting for Julie because mom had told me that Julia would come back in the evening, she had some emergency that’s why she didn’t complete the work and she would come to complete the work.
So waiting for her. I was able to see anything from window and anything happening in the school ground, in classes areas, that principal office, that library gate, that areas of Stella residence with all plants and trees only back side of residence areas like well, big trees and back side of school can’t be seen from my room window.
So I was looking at school areas and thinking about Stella or Sophia I don’t know because that lady was calling her name Sophia. I don’t know, maybe she was calling some other girl but Stella told me that she is the only child of her parents, in fact, no other children are in her family. I forgot to ask about that weird old lady.
When I was looking at the school and thinking about Stella, I saw one strange thing, I say outside of principle office one old man around 70 years old was sat and I had seen him many times sitting only there and unable to move,
whenever, he’s trying to move, he’s not able to move, he’s doing like he wants to escape from that place, he’s trying a lot to run but unable to even walk. In school, I had seen many strange people. I could have seen inside principle office room too,
if the door was opened but, it’s always closed, and also all classes were closed. I was thinking that the school was closed on annual holidays, but Stella had told me on that day that, this school was permanently shut down because people had stopped sending their children for education.
“Why……” What had happened.” I asked her surprisingly. “I don’t know anything about this,” she replied. I didn’t ask much about that, because I wanted to spend more time with her, so I only asked those things which were pleasing her, making her happy and giving smile on her adorable face.
While lying on the bed I wanna was thinking those mesmerizing memories profoundly on the same day suddenly, “Hello……… Hello…….” Somebody whispered into my ears, as soon as I noticed that voice suddenly one black cat came onto my bed and started staring me with its terrifying and horrifying eyes,
I was scared and shocked at the same time that how that cat can come into my bedroom and I had never seen that cat before in my home. “Who’s there……” I asked terribly. Suddenly my room door was opened. “Who’s there…… mom is that you…..” I yelled loudly that time because usually, mom comes any time to see me.
When the door opened, nobody was there outside my room. I didn’t recognize that whether the door was opened and closed earlier. I got up from the bed and walked towards the door, but still, no one was there, I walked back towards my bed. I thought, maybe it’s my imagination because, the cat came on suddenly, so maybe cat sounded.
“Hello………Hello……” Suddenly again the hello voice came out and that it’s really audible, I could feel that horrific and terrific sound. “Sir hello……. it’s me…. Julie.” When I looked backward suddenly Julia appeared. “How did you come here and why didn’t you reply me,” I asked her loudly.
“I was here cleaning. she said. “What about this cat, how and from where did this cat come, I haven’t seen before,” I asked her again. “I brought this cat, it was in that locked room, I just opened that room.
Your mom had instructed me to open that room because it’s so dark and messy, so to clean and because this home was locked from many years,” she replied. “How this cat was there in this locked room,” I asked surprisingly. “Window glass of that room is broken, so maybe this cat came through that broken window. she replied.
I remember suddenly, that, I had to go to Julia’s home to meet her mother. “What time would you go your home.” I asked politely. “It’s 6 o’clock in the evening right now, so I would go at 9 o’clock because I have a lot of work today, it’ll be late,” she replied. “What……..? I told you in the morning,
I would come with you to see the area.” I said. “Sir, I waited a lot in the morning and I had an emergency in my home, so I had gone to my home during my work, tomorrow hundreds percent we’ll go together, as you can see, it’s evening, so you can’t see many areas, because electricity in this area is not good enough to roam and wander around.” She replied and assured me to take me with her next day morning.
“Ok……. Great…… we’ll go tomorrow morning.” I told her. She went back to her work. I started thinking again that day was also gone, I hadn’t gotten enough information, but one good thing happened at that day, I met Stella again and that time we gathered so many memories together than before and most importantly we interacted a lot.
I remember I was thinking about when I invited her for dinner if not that day then definitely the next day she was gonna accept to come on dinner or maybe day after. She would definitely come one day for dinner. I was only thinking about her, and I was waiting for her call to meet. I went down for dinner in the dining room, suddenly,
“John come here,” Mom called me from the drawing room “Yes mom……” I replied and went there. As soon as I had reached there I saw that old weird, outlandish and queerish lady is sitting next to my mom and both were looking at me seriously and aggressively.
“John come here.” She called me again loudly. “Yes, mom…….. tell me. When I reached there that weird lady started shouting at me. “Go and get some treatment from Doctor and don’t come again in that area, you are crazy, you would get harm, don’t come again, she’s not Stella, her name is Sophia, you don’t know her, you don’t know her family.” She was screaming and threatening me in front of mom.
She was unreasonably so angry at me that her face was dark red with blood. She was literally threatening me and warning me not to come to school, don’t come that residence area, no need to meet Stella. “What’s going on Mom, what’s the issue, who is this lady, what happened,” I asked her shockingly and surprisingly.
“Grandmother…….. she is mine…….Suddenly One voice came. When I turned around, it’s Julie. I was surprised that that weird old lady was Julie’s grandma. “What happened grandma,” Julia asked her grandma.
“Nothing….. I was waiting for you, let’s go home,” she replied to Julia. I was surprised that why she came to my mom and why she’s warning me and the most surprising thing that, my mom was not saying anything,
she’s not reacting on her. “Mom…… tell me exactly what is happening here, why she’s so angry on me,” I asked mom again. Still, she’s keeping quiet and speechless. That lady went with Julia being the angry face and left me with any confusion for me. After that, it’s mom turn to be angry with me.
“Come here.” She again called me slowly with the red angry face. “What is going on, what happened to you, when we were coming here, you were seen so happy and exhilarating that you are going to home country after a long time, so you were excited about this, you wanted to do these things,
what is wrong with you, why you are going there, what do you want to know, see my dear son if you’re having any problem, tell me, I will take you to the doctor and get your treatment,” she said so many things to me. She was looking obviously sorrowful and distressed from me and my behavior.
So I couldn’t say anything, I didn’t share anything with her, because she would be worried more and would not understand whatever strange things were happening in my life. Now I was more curious and thrilled than before because I needed to get over all those things.
I still remember that every day when I sleep, I get a recurring nightmare, in which, I run, hide somewhere, but I can’t recognize where I go,
I don’t get proper sleep, my brain was always hurting and I always feel lonely, missing something and someone. I was not able to share anything with mom because then she wouldn’t allow me to roam around.
She was afraid of losing me. My dad says that when I was born, I was not medically perfect, I had a brain problem, I used to get several brain attack, so mom used to be scared and petrified at those days that, she never used to let me go anywhere, she always used to keep up with her all the time.
She did all the possible things to get my life back, so I’m the only hope for her life. What did that old weird lady tell my mom? Julia knows whatever they were talking because she’s there at that time. I decided to talk Julia but how, it’s dark horrific and scary night, so I thought to go next day morning,
I would talk and also try to meet her mother, only she can tell me exactly what was happened in past. I was not able to sleep, I was lying on the bed and thinking and trying to sleep when I reached at home since that day till today I have not slept properly. Again strange voice was coming into my ears from outside,
when I opened my window, my eyes went on principle office and I saw that principle office gate is opened and he’s doing some strange things, he’s doing up and down in office only walking inside of the office, he’s not able to come out or going inside the home and same things that peon was doing outside the office.
School library was closed, all classes were closed, no one was present in the ground, that residence area was looking hauntingly gosht place, it’s dark inside that mini forest, dogs were barking, the cat was meowing. I had thought to call Stella the next day in the morning and wanted to convince her for dinner,
I wouldn’t wanna wait anymore. I would take her outside somewhere else because mom was angry. While thinking about Stella I crashed out the bed, it’s the first time, I slept effortlessly and effectively. Whenever I think of Stella I get relaxed from my problems and tension, any stress gets released from my life.
“Good morning dear, get up son, it’s 9 o’clock,” while opening the window, mom greeted me softly and heartily. “Mom let me sleep, don’t open the window, sunshine is coming inside the room,” I started yelling loudly.
Fresh air is coming inside the room, my dear. Come on get up, hurry up, breakfast is ready,” Mom replied to me. That morning mom was really happy, I guess, first-time mom came inside my room in the morning. “No mom I need to sleep,” I replied with sleepy tone. “Come on you indolent sleepy boy, hurry up,” she again forced me to get up.
“Give me some time, I get up,” I replied. “Julia is gonna come to clean this room, so get up soon,” while going downstairs she said loudly to me. I started thinking that day I had to go with Julia to meet her mother, I got up and went to take shower and immediately came to the dining table for breakfast. After the few hours,
Julia did all her work and left the home. “Julia…… hello….. I called loudly while chasing her because she had gone far enough. “I am so sorry, I forgot,” She replied to me when she heard my voice. “So where are you going?” I asked her while running breathlessly. “I’m not going home right now,” she replied.
“Why…. you told me yesterday that, you would take me your home,” I reminded her. “Yeah……. I know …. I told you but I have some work outside,” she replied. “Ok…… I am coming with you, so firstly, we’ll do your pending work and then we’ll go to your home,” I suggested her. “Ok…… we’ll do the same,”
She replied with a smile. I remember after that, I took the long big breath, thank god, she finally agreed. “What was happening yesterday, why your grandma was warning and threatening me,” I asked her politely. ”she works in that school since her childhood. She saw you on that day when you were wandering in that residential area, you were looking for Stella, actually her name is Sophia and she came from the UK first time,”
Julia said. I was behaving like I don’t know about that thing and but I said to Julie that I know her. “We had studied together in our childhood. And when I came here in this area, I went to school and met her, she also knows me,”
I said to her. “That….. I don’t know,” She replied. “We met so many times, that’s why I went to her home, I was calling her, your grandma came out suddenly and started screaming me and also screwed me at last night. I don’t know what she has spoken to my mom, both were so angry at me,”
I told Julia everything. “I don’t know anything about that residence, so I’m sorry,” she replied. “It’s ok, no problem, I will get all the information, that’s why, I wanna meet your mother, but I’ll meet at the time when your grandma is not there in the home,” I said to her. “No she doesn’t come home at this time usually, so don’t worry,” she said confidently.
I remember she finished her work finally, actually she had to purchase some groceries, she did so and we started marching towards her home. Finally, we reached her home. It’s was a small house and outside the house blank field was present with one small well, few cattle were grazing leaves and some children were playing in front of her house.
We entered Inside her home while entering I saw her mom lying down on the bed, looking sick, “what happened to her,” I asked Julia. “she is not good, having health issues, that’s why I go to work in your residence, she’s not able to walk, she’s becoming frail day by day, she can’t even speak properly,”
She said to me with sadness. “What happened to you, how’s your health now, are you fine?” I asked from Nannie aunty. Actually, her name is Nannie. “This boy is the son of our madam, do you remember your madam? her condition is really critical, she doesn’t understand anything, she is only 55 years old and her illness is killing her every day,” Julia told me about her mother health condition.
When she told me, her mother had started crying, her tears were coming out her eyes, overflown from her eyes, she’s so upset and devastated that her expression was clearly shown on her face and, because of her health, she was mentally unstable, unsound. “Do you remember me,” I asked her again while sitting beside her.
“Yes……… I know you and never forget you my dearest son,” She finally replied to me while crying full of tears in her eyes and again started crying. Julie went inside the kitchen to make tea. “I need your help, can you please……..” I requested her. “Tell me……..” she replied weakly.
“I am wondering and struggling with my life, I am confused, what is happening in my life, I can’t tell one, I have not even shared these things from my mom, she always take extra care, I’m the only her hope, she loves me a lot, she doesn’t wanna to see me in trouble, in problem, in pain,”
I said to her exactly painful and sorrowful condition. Even though I was not able to express my condition, I shared all the things to her that from childhood how I’m facing the problems. I told her about my nightmares which happen every day, because of that I can’t sleep, and always afraid of losing something unknowingly.
I told her that something is going to misshapen, my intuition, inner feeling indicates me. “Whatever I’m facing these days, I can’t express right now,” I told her exactly everything. She listened to me carefully all those things and then, “I know, you are going through a hard time, it’s all because of me,”
She said while showing her guiltiness and concerns for me. “What……..” I asked her with massive surprise. How’s possible, I was not here and what have you done.” She explained everything about me and whatever happened to me. I was shocked after knowing all those things, I was completely speechless that my mom did unexpected things, I wasn’t able to believe.
I also asked about school, “I don’t know anything much about school what’s happened there I don’t know because I haven’t worked there, I was working in your home from a very long time, but one thing I know only that school is not good, school is haunted by so many evils, so many things were happened in the past because of those people of that school are suffering,” she replied to me.
She told me that librarian can exactly tell me about the school because he’s been there in school since when school was inaugurated, he is working there, she also warned me to get away from the school and their matters.
Then I understood why Julia’s grandma was warning me frequently not to come to school. After that I decided to meet two people one that librarian and Julia’s grandma, I have to do on the same day, I didn’t know why, but my guts feeling was that something wrong, was going to happen.
Julia’s mother blessed me with long life and wished me my birthday in advance which was coming in two days. My birthday is on 10 february, so only two days were left, Julia was wrong that her mother doesn’t remember anything,
she remembered all the past things and especially my birthday. I needed to meet up the librarian sir same day and Julia’s grandma as well. I knew it was hard and difficult but, I wanted to know all the things and, Julia’s grandma could clear all the doubts about past. After that, I went to the school library and was hoping that librarian sir would tell me all the truth. He’s the hope for me to get more information.
I remember, when I went the first time in the library, he had smiled on me, he’s really kind and big-hearted, and a supportive person. I remember, when I had met Stella second time, we were talking at that time, he had gone out of the library immediately and come back after a long time. After that I decided to call Stella, so that, we could meet inside the library and then I planned to convince her for dinner at home,
I wanted to introduce her to mom. “Hello……. Stella, hi John here, how are you doing,” I called her. “Hey… John….. I’m good, what about you, tell me,” she replied. “I wanna meet you, can you come to the library, I’m going there,” I asked her. “Ok….. I come,” she replied. Thank god, she agreed to meet me.
I remember I was thinking to express my feelings for her, I would share how much I love her, I would tell her that I can’t live without her, I can’t stay away from her anymore, I would tell her that I want to marry her. “Hi…….” The Librarian sir greeted me with a smile before I was about to say anything.
“How are you doing sir,” I replied while smiling too. “I’m good, tell me, how can I help you gentlemen?” he replied. I was not able to speak, and how to start, what to ask. He’s still smiling and waiting for my response. “So….. what do you want?” he asked me again politely and genuinely smile.
“See… Sir……. please don’t get me wrong, I have some issues and I’m wondering to get the issues fixed, so if you can help me out with some valuable information then I would really appreciate your kindness. I need some details about this school, since, it’s been shut down from many years, so could you please tell me the exact reason, why it’s closed.”
I asked him everything, whatever, I had inside my mind. “See…. I am here since when the school was opened the first time, since that day till today, so many things happened and still happening, and I don’t know about the future,” he replied to me gently in simple words. “What was happened in past, and why the school was forced to be shut down,” I asked my next question. He was now confused whether to give my answer or not.
“The school was used to be operated by the trustee funds and he was the principle of this school, after some time, his health condition was not good and also he had stopped giving funds to the school and even he didn’t wanna raise the funds from others, and then other people started taking less interest to run the school.”
He replied to me simply that school was shut down lack of funds, one more reason he told me, which was strange and I heard from some other people about that reason. “I have seen some small girls playing in the ground at midnight,”
Again my other question. “I don’t know, I have never seen such thing here in my entire life,” He replied confidently. “What about that gatekeeper, why he does like that, why he is not able to speak and can’t even walk, “I asked again my next question. It’s like rapid fire, as soon as he was finishing his answer; my next question was coming up.
“He’s mentally unsound, because he had spent maximum of his life in this school, his duty was from morning to evening and, he was so involved with his work, that he couldn’t find time for himself, when the school was about to shut down, he was shocked and became mad,” His intelligent answer was coming out one after one.
Even though whatever, he was saying, it’s true and genuine, but I had to ask more questions. “What about the principle? Why he’s not coming out of his office,” I asked again my next question. “Now you are irritating me,” He replied aggressively and angrily. “Sorry…….. I am so sorry,
I was just asking, it was my fault,” I replied to him, and really, I was throwing many questions at a time on him. Stella was coming towards the library, so I forgot all the questions and started looking at her, she was looking so beautiful, gorgeous that I couldn’t stop myself looking at her generous and heart touching smile, it really touches my heart and soul too, and she’s so adorable and attractive that makes me crazy and happy at the same time,
I can’t stop myself thinking about her. While looking at her I heard one voice. “One old lady lives out of this area, she can only help you,” he finally gave me a lead to get overcome from this problem, he gave me few details about that lady and told me to meet her as soon as possible, he was knowing something which he couldn’t able to share me at that moment, but he helped me a lot.
He also assured me that in future any help is required from him, he would love to cooperate and support to me. “Thanks a lot, sir….. I really appreciate your kindness, support.” I thanked him genuinely. Stella finally came into the library, as soon as she came, the librarian sir went outside of the library. “Hey……. She said to me with a stunning and alluring smile. Her smile stops the movement of time and I wanted to capture that moment.
“So….. All good……..” I asked. “Perfect…… so….. Tell me why you called me here.” She again asked big why. “I love you, Stella, I can’t live without you, you know you are my first crush, I always hope to see you in my life, If I didn’t see you around, I started worrying, will you marry me.” Without hesitating and shying or even fearing,
I expressed all my feelings and emotions for her. “She was quiet, but blushing, she wanted to express herself too but, she didn’t get the right time to open up her feelings. “I know you love me a lot, which can be seen spotlessly in your intense eyes, I know you can’t live without me, I know you care about me and my life, but………” She stopped after saying all these things. “But what…..? Stella, tell me,” I asked with huge surprise.
“But….. I can’t marry you,” her reply started killing my soul and melting my heart. “Why…… you can’t……. you don’t love me, tell me, if you don’t…….” I started questioning with huge expectations.
She was unable to tell the exact reason for rejecting my marriage proposal. “Please tell me I wanna know,” I asked her. I love you too….. She replied to me loudly, intensely and aggressively. “I knew you do…….” I said to her ecstatically and exhilaratingly.
“Yes I do love you so much, and impossible to express, how much I do and wanna own you, but I have some problems, that will never allow me to be yours forever, something perilous, that can harm your life and mine is already gone, life…… either by rejecting you or being yours,”
While saying that to me, her heartbeat was faster than normal and she was not able to control her tears and emotions too, and was really in painful and starving of love since several lives, that she was not supposed to open up her heart but, she couldn’t stop for submitting herself in my arms and overflown wetly eyes on my shoulder with her massive hopes.
First of all, her rejection was shockingly and horrifyingly and was melting my heart and soul too, but our souls and life were created gracefully and heavenly by the God, and it’s was written bless-fully in our destiny. I held her hand and hugged her so tightly and smoothly that our extensive and starving of soul searching,
flawlessly accomplished excruciatingly at that unforgettable, an amazing moment of our life and, shown my love unconditionally to her that she couldn’t control her emotions soulfully. We were going through the extremely magnificent and mind-blowing appealing situation at that time and were not letting ourselves to pass on easily.
We had finally loosened our souls in each other’s opening heart touching and melting lips with the utmost piety tiny sips lustfully and passionately and, pressed her mouth to mine so hardly and profoundly that I felt satisfying my starving love for her.
We were flowing in the deepest love of the ocean and were drowning ourselves into each other’s emotions that, we couldn’t even try to come up with that extraordinary, extremely, deliciously mucilaginous and the sweetest taste of our soul searching experience. Everything was going on peacefully.
But suddenly a horrifying and frightening moment started happening, it’s like an earthquake came all sudden and books were scattered and squandered on the ground of the library, the books racks were started shaking and immediately started falling down, the ceiling fan was started moving downward.
Stella just had been under controlled from her sorrowful and painful moments and, again she started yelling and crying because of that upheaval and unbelievable things happening. “I told you, there is something or someone who doesn’t wanna see us together,” While crying she started warning me to get away from her life otherwise; I would be in painful trouble. “Don’t worry,
it’s not real, it’s an imaginary thing, we’ll find out the solution,” I started assuring her that nothing was going to happen with us. “You don’t know exactly whatever is going in my life.” She said. “Tell me everything exactly,”
I asked her again. “I don’t know, I don’t understand, what is happening in my life,” she replied while overflowing her tears and started crying again. I kept my hands on her face and kissed on her forehead and hugged her again “We’ll find the way to get rid of these things. I told her. “What happened,
why she is crying,” Suddenly the librarian sir came inside and asked politely but as soon as he entered into the library, everything was normal like nothing happened. It’s like pin drop silence in the room.
“Nothing….. nothing happened, she was stressed, so emotionally broke down and started crying,” I replied to him, because, I didn’t wanna disclose anything, but, he knew all the things and didn’t react.
“Go……. meet that lady first, she can help only you guys.” He suggested me to meet one unknown strange lady. “I’ll meet……. Definitely……..” I replied. “God bless you, my children,” He blessed us. “Thanks, sir……..” While saying we came out from the library. “You don’t need to worry, I will take care………. are you coming tonight at dinner, aren’t you,” I said to her.
“Yeah……” While hugging me, she replied fearfully and nervously. I dropped her at her residence door and came back my home. While coming, I was thinking about that horrible and unimaginable moment which was happened with us recently. No one was gonna believe that It’s really scary and unexpected.
Now again so many questions were coming into my mind and I didn’t know how to tackle that. I remember when that librarian had told me to meet that lady, as soon as possible, only that lady can resolve this puzzle, he also said that when school was opened and children were going for education then children used to be missed out from school,
it’s happening frequently and because of that, this school was legally forced to shut down. He also said that principle was characterless, a wicked, evil and dominating person at that time. And he also said about that gatekeeper, he used to work for principle, and was helping hand for principle, he had also mentioned about Stella life that, whatever is happening with Stella because of her father sins,
Whatever her father had done in the past and it’s said that her father’s getting punished every day. But the question was that who was giving punishment to them and how, why Stella was going through that mental trauma and tragedy, what’s her sin, she had not done any wrong things,
why she? I reached home; mom was waiting for me on the dining table for lunch. She was really annoyed and cranky on me, because it’s 4 pm evening and, I had not been at home since morning without her knowledge.
“Mom…… good evening,” While coming I greeted her with a big smile. “I’m upset, don’t talk to me,” she replied with an angry look. “What happened mom, why you are reacting like this, I’m just late,” I told her.
“You are just late, is this just…. it’s 4 pm evening and you had left the home in the morning. She reacted on my excuse.
“Sorry…… it won’t happen again,” I replied while hugging her gently. “I wanna tell you something,” I said. “What….…?” She asked. “I met Julia’s mother today.” As soon as I said it, she reacted differently.
“I am not gonna listen to anything, just have lunch,” she replied while diverting the topic. I requested her but she was not ready to hear. “Mom, I forgot to tell you one important thing,” I said.
“What……..” she replied. “I invited Stella on dinner, tonight…. so cook your best food today,” I informed her. She was about to react but. “We love each other, she’s as pretty as you are…… like a heavenly angel, adorable and graceful, so please meet her, she’ll be happy and you too.” I said to mom.
”Ok.…….. she finally gave permission while smiling. But I didn’t ask main things, nevertheless, she’s agreed at least to see Stella. I started thinking that tomorrow, I have to go to meet that lady. So many things were running in my mind, but hopefully,
I would get over all these things. I needed to talk with mom about those things, but not at that time because she hardly accepted to meet Stella, so my intention was not to hurt Mom. Finally, my door was knocked,
“WOW………” I couldn’t stop starring her with my open mouth. She was really looking extremely gorgeous in an appealing black strapless dress which was fitted flawlessly in her slender body, her gleaming and stunning smokey eyes were so adorable and super cute that, I was drowning myself again into her profound eyes, and her light brown curly shoulder length smoothy hair was so tied together as if my life was tied with hers.
“I was expecting you,” I said to her super excitedly while welcoming her into my home and my life too. “Hey……..” she said. “Thanks…… while entering inside the home, she replied with genuine heart touching smile. When mom saw her first time,
she’s speechless and so much impressed with her appealing and lovely personality that, she was not able to stop herself praising her calmness and cuteness nature, she liked her a lot, she was so much found of her in the first meeting that, she had kept on asking too many questions aggressively,
when we had dinner together, mom was not leaving her alone and making her feel comfortable. Mom was really fascinated and attracted to Stella’s character and her inner beauty. “Take her…….. Show her home, your room……..
” Mom said to me while smiling. Then we started walking toward my room. “How’s my mom, she’s started liking you, isn’t she, she’s impressed with you,” I told Stella. “Yeah……. I think so,” She replied. We came inside my room, we were falling into each other’s eyes, and started being cozy and her lips were so much red like a rose that made me crazy and couldn’t stop myself to have the taste of that red rose.
We had surrendered ourselves to let the starving of our soul be overwhelmingly satisfied with that amazing moment. We had hardly started the taste of togetherness and sweetness of ours…..
Suddenly one light came into the room and suddenly we started screaming, “What was that….” She said terribly. “I don’t know.” I replied shockingly. Her heartbeats started running faster, and she was shivering and shaking herself. Even though, she’s freezing but, her body was sweating. “calm down…….. nothing happened…..” I said. She was not opening her eyes and was putting her head on my shoulder so tightly that I was not able to even see, what has happened. “Let me see…….
You don’t worry.” I said to her and tried to see. “No…… don’t go anywhere, don’t leave me alone.” She said nervously and frighteningly. “Ok….. I am not going anywhere, I’m here.” I assured her that I was not gonna leave her alone in that situation. “It’s Just a light……. hows possible, how window glass can be broken by light,”
I said and saw outside the window, nothing was visible transparently, it was dark outside. We sat down and tried to be calm. “They are not gonna leave us, they don’t wanna to see me with you. She started whispering loudly that someone doesn’t like to see us together. “Whom you are talking about?
who don’t want to see us together?” I asked again. “I want to go home, can you please take me my home.” she requested me. “Ok…….. Let’s go,” I said and came down. “What happened, are you ok, all good.” Mom started asking and worrying about Stella when she saw her condition. “Calm down mom, nothing happened, she wants to go home, I am coming after dropping her home,”
I replied to mom. “Ok…..go….be careful,” she told us. “Are you ok….. How are you feeling now?” I asked her while walking; she was still not able to control her tears and fears. “You don’t have any idea whatever is going in my life; you will be in danger because of me,” She started yelling and screaming that things again.
“I don’t care… I love you and I can do anything for you, so don’t worry, I’ll face it,” I assured her again confidently. When we had reached there at the second entrance of her home, “Are you ok Sophia…. come let’s go inside.” While waiting outside for Stella, Julia’s grandma spoke. “I had warned you that, don’t meet Sophia, it’s not good,” she said to me annoyingly and ruthlessly.
“But why……. why I can’t meet her, I love her and can’t live without her,” I said to her clearly and fearlessly. “We’ll talk tomorrow, I’ll come to your home, and I’ll tell you everything.”Julia grandma said to me.
“Good night John.” while hugging she greeted me. “Don’t cry…. I will not leave you alone in this painful situation, you will be all right, no one can harm neither you nor me, we’ll be living together happily forever whole life.” I assured her again. After dropping Stella at her residence, I came back home.
“I need to talk right now, it’s urgent, I have something to share with you and I need to know something from you.” when I reached home, I told mom. “Tell me what you want to say?” mom asked me.
“Actually I have a problem, strange things are happening in life, my mind is unstable, I’m being mad,” I said. “What happened my son, is it right…” As soon as I said, she started flowing her tears and worrying about me.
“Don’t cry…. mom….. please listen to me carefully, I always have nightmares when I am sleeping at night, I see that a boy is running and hiding from someone, when I have that dream I started shivering and sweating, I feel exhausted and thirsty, I can’t come out from that situation, it’s a painful moment, at that time when I wake up, I can’t remember anything things,” I said everything about my dream.
“Dear……. Don’t worry….. Maybe the nightmares are temporary, I’ll take you for brain specialist to get treatment.” Mom said to me. “Mom, I met Julia’s mother today and she said to me everything about the past, she’s closed to you and was really happy after seeing me at the of my birth, she told me that, she was the first person who had taken me in her hands and was amazed, and she said some other thing too,
which is related to my nightmares problem and she’s facing too same, she is not well, she’s at her last stage. She told me that, when you were not able to give birth for almost 7 years, then, she came to you and told you that she can help you with getting the child. She said about some black magic, I couldn’t believe but I wanna know from you, mom.” I asked. “Yes……… she came to me and, “Madam, I have one solution for you to get the child, I can help you for this.” She said to me.
“How’s possible, how can you help me,” I asked her. “I know how to do black magic and I’m sure we’ll succeed,” she replied. “Are you crazy, mad……, it’s not good, I can’t allow you to do this nonsense,” I replied to her. “Don’t worry madam, nothing will be harmful, I’m an expert in this, all I need to do some arrangements,” she told me. She had shown me a dream, dream of being the mother, so I agreed with her thought, because, I had become greedy and off course needy of a baby.
“Ok……” I said to her. “For this, I need some money to arrange something and, rest leave on me.” Julia’s mother said to me while giving assurance. “Mom, how could you do…..” I reacted differently on mom. “It’s not my fault, she didn’t explain me anything, and I didn’t bother much about her magic and all, because, I was super excited so, I didn’t recognize good or bad, I was really happy, that, I’m gonna have a baby finally.” Mom replied. “What………? Do you even know, what’s been happening to me since childhood, I can’t explain,” I said to mom aggressively?
“When you’re born, you’re not able to speak and breathe properly, and suddenly you were having several brain attacks,” Mom said to me. The same thing still happening these days,” I replied to mom. “You used to be afraid of something; we were here for two years only after your birth and then we left the country for your treatment,” When Mom said that I was shocked and was speechless. “What did you say just, we were here only for two years,” I asked surprisingly and shockingly.
“Yeah……… we lived here in this country two years after your birth.” She said again. I didn’t say anything about Stella and me, because I was still not understating how it can be possible. “How did she do that black magic and,” I asked. “That I don’t know because she did not tell me anything exactly,” Mom replied. Just because that black magic, Julie’s mother and I are suffering. When had she started doing that activity,” I asked again? “One year before your birth,” she replied.
Now I was understanding something, I decided to meet again Julia’s mother, because, I wanted to know more, it’s night and I had to go next day morning so, I needed to sleep. While sleeping I was thinking about Stella life, I have to fix as soon as possible, she’s going through a hard time. And, I had needed to meet Julie’s grandma also, because she could have only told, whatever was happening wrong with Stella.
She knows everything exactly. Whatever happened in my room at that day, was not normal, it has to be taken seriously because the first time, it’s happened, it was horrible, Stella was right that something spiritual power or someone doesn’t wanna see us together, they were departing us. But, thank god, few things were cleared and at least I had gathered some good information. While thinking, I slept, suddenly,
“Ohh my god…… What the hell it happened,” Julie started streaming. “What happened….” While waking up I replied to Julia. “See this, window glass, how it’s broken, and what happened last night.” She started asking me surprisingly and shockingly after seeing the broken window glass.
Even I got horrified and confused when I saw the broken window glass were scattered on the ground and everywhere in the room, I couldn’t see properly in the night. Stella was so frightening and horrifying that I didn’t see. “Don’t say mom about this, she’ll worry,” I told Julia. “Ok……. I’ll not say anything but, how it’s done.” She asked again horribly. “I don’t know, Stella and I were in the room last night suddenly one light came on the window and it’s exploded the window glass, it’s like blast sound,”
I explained her everything. “Madam is calling you, she’s waiting for you in the dining room,” Julia said. “I need to meet your mother and your grandma again, please I need their help,” I requested her again. “Ok……” she replied and left the room. After that, I took shower and went down on the dining table for breakfast, as soon as I reached, mom,
“What happened last night, why Stella was yelling.” she started questioning me about last night. “Mom she was uncomfortable, and she was not feeling well so, she started crying suddenly,” I explained to mom. “Are you sure, is she all right now.” She asked me about Stella. “I don’t know, I’m going out right now so, maybe I’ll come late,” I told mom. “Ok…… be careful and come soon.” She replied. Now, first of all, I had to go to Julia’s home to meet her mother and then her grandmother.
I remember I went alone at that time because; I had to meet her as soon as possible, so I reached there. “Aunty, how are you feeling now,” I asked about her health. Even though she was looking weak, sleepy at that time, not able to speak but when she saw me she was really happy and started speaking aggressively.
“Now I’m flawlessly all right.” She replied. “Why….. I mean why now you are……” I didn’t understand and then asked her confusingly. “Because, now I saw you, so I’m alive, feeling stronger.” She replied while smiling and showing her love and concern for me.
“I need to know more about that black magic, how you did,” I asked her aggressively. “Why…… what do you wanna know, I don’t want to remember those horrific things,” She said while trying to avoid my question.
“I wanna know everything exactly because, I have been hurt since childhood and most importantly, Stella is suffering from this and her life and mine are connected with each other,” I again forced her to tell exactly, what did she do and how. “Ok……. I remember when your mother allowed me to do black magic,
I started preparing for that. I had required a child so that I could have done that black magic on him. I started searching for a child. I remember, struggling continuously more few days finally, I found a child and started doing my magic. I did ten days.” She said to me. “So you kidnaped that child,” I asked her again. “No…… I didn’t kidnap or didn’t do anything to him,” She replied.
“So……. How……” I asked again. “I just took his some hair and his part of clothes,” she said. “Then……. What happened with that child,” I asked her again aggressively. “I don’t know about that child.” She replied. Again I was blank because I was not getting what I wanted to know.
“So…… who knows, tell me, aunty,” I spoke to her loudly. “I had gotten that child nearby your residence,” She replied. “I think you’re hiding something, I need to know exactly about that child, because there is a big connection between his life and my nightmares,” I asked again.
I remember she said everything to me about that child. I was now feeling guilty because of me so many lives was ruined. After that, I went to Stella residence. While Knocking the door, I was worried about her.
“Come in….. in this way, here….. while opening the door, Julia’s grandma shown me something which was so strange and shocking that, I was not able to see, after looking that, I was completely speechless and was trying to cry but, because of that situation, I was really not able to control my emotions and finally, first time, I broke down myself. I became anxious and speechless, can’t express exactly, what I was feeling at the time,
“Now……… do you wanna meet Stella or Sophia, Have you seen her condition, that’s why I was warning you, I hope, you’ll now never wanna see or meet her again.” Julia’s grandma said to me. “Sorry…….. But……. How……. And why………” I was completely speechless and not understanding what should I say or ask. “I’m still saying, don’t interfere in this matter, you can lose your life,” she replied emotionally. “I don’t care about my life, I love Stella and, I can do anything for Stella, I will do every possible thing to get her back in my life,” I told Julie’s grandma confidently.
“Why…….. She is like this.” I asked her again. “It’s a long story, she didn’t come here, she was forced to come, and actually, she was brought here.” Julia’s grandma said. She told me everything, I was shocked while listening to her, this was happened in past that’s why Stella used to tell me that, she can’t marry me. Everything was getting cleared gradually. As per librarian sir, I had to meet that lady, she’s far from the city and I did not know her address, so I thought I should ask help from librarian sir. “Sir, I am just coming from Stella home, I can’t explain to you about her condition, while entering her residence, things were scattered and squandered everywhere,
Stella was possessed by so many evils at the same time, and one spiritual power was inside her body and she was so strong and powerful that she was uplifting bed and other high weight things easily. When I tried to control her, then, “you can’t get your Stella from us, she’s not yours, never…… she has to come with us, someone is waiting for Stella, if you’ll come close to Stella, we’ll take her away, anyway, we’ll get Stella into our life very soon,” They were all screaming and threatening me to get away from Stella life, they were speaking as if they were children. I had heard many times those children voice, it’s really shocking and horrifying for me,
I can’t explain about Stella pain, she’s been suffering unnecessarily, who are those evils and who are waiting for Stella,” I said to librarian sir about Stella condition. “I told you earlier, you should meet first that lady, you don’t worry, I am with you till my last breath to support you and to get you guys out of this situation.”
He assured me that, he’s not gonna see us in danger and he’ll do all the possible things to help us out of that horrific and terrific condition. “Sir…….. We need to meet that lady today by any cost. I requested him. “Calm down…… relaxes……. let me talk to her first.” he told me. “Hello……. This is Thomas from St Private school, do you remember,” he called her. “I need your help, so can you tell me when I can come to meet you, see it’s urgent, I need to meet,” I couldn’t listen to her voice but I could easily understand their conversation and also he shared some details, so that, she can prepare. “What happened, what did she say, when she allowed us to meet her.” I started asking him. “She told me to meet tomorrow, she’s not in town today, I told her, it’s urgent, I need to meet today as soon as possible, but she told me that, today is not possible.”
Librarian sir said to me. “How can we leave Stella one more day like this,” I told librarian while showing my worries and concern for Stella, and started crying in front of him. “We don’t have any options, we have to wait till tomorrow, don’t worry, nothing is gonna harm Stella, Stella will be all right, go home, tomorrow we’ll go together and don’t worry,” he assured me with a positive attitude.
Whenever I was thinking about her, that painful and hurtful moment of Stella was coming into my mind. I came back home; I was upset, annoyed and worried, suddenly, “What happened?” Mom asked. “Nothing…. mom, I’m little stressed right now,” I replied to mom. “How’s Stella now,” she asked suddenly. I was shocked, that how does she know. “No mom, she’s all right, perfect,” I assured her.
“Are you sure,” She asked again. “Yeah…….. Mom….. I’m going into my room, I’ll see you later.” I told mom and left the room. “Tomorrow is your birthday my dear son.” She told suddenly with a big smile. “I know Mom……” this time I was not excited, especially after seeing Stella condition. “We’ll go church tomorrow morning for prayer,” she told me when I was leaving the room. While lying on the bed I was thinking profoundly about Stella life when I saw at that time, Stella was not conscious, it’s like multiple personalities inside her body, she was behaving like a small child,
she was possessed with so many children evils because she was acting as if children do. I was remembering her words and threats that, “We’ll bring you back, we are ordered and commanded to bring you to our owner, Stella will never be yours, this is not Stella place, she had to come earlier but, Stella was not here, we’re unable to possess Stella, now we’ll not leave her, tomorrow is your special day and also for my owner special day, we’ll all meet together in our world,” she was shouting loudly like this and she’s running around the house alone. When I went to close her, she caught me so tightly that I was not able to get rid of her, she was threatening me, like,
“You have come to take her back from us, you can’t succeed, do you understand, stay away from Stella, she’s our, not your, never she can’t be yours, we don’t have any problem with you, we are nothing to do with your life, stay away, don’t come close to Stella, we’ll not leave you, do you understand,”
she’s saying and warning me. Librarian sir was saying that those children used to be missing out of the school often, and the principle was involved in that kidnapping, but, Thomas sir was not sure, what principle used to do with children, as he used to do black magic or something else?
Because at that time black magic was common phenomena, to take revenge or to do any specific action, like mom and Julie’s mother, did. But what about Stella, she just came after a long time, she hasn’t done any wrong things with anyone, no enemy, nobody knows her, why she.
“When Stella was the child, she used to behave like this, at the time it’s starting stage, she used to be unconscious always and because of that her mother took her to the UK for treatment, in the UK she was perfect, but she was forced to come here by some unknown power. Or maybe her destiny brought her here, she used to have nightmares in which she runs and hides, tries to escape from somewhere,”
Julia’s grandma had told me like that. I was shocked because this was used to happen with me always, we had connected with each other, that’s why, when I met her, I had realized that we know each other, we have met before that,
we felt that we studied together, we played together, and we had the same history, and we were facing the same problem. Still, nothing is cleared flawlessly yet, my brain had stopped working, I don’t know what to do, how to overcome, and that lady was only our last hope if she can resolve the entire problem.
We would be grateful for her kindness and effort to take Stella or Sophia in normal condition, but I didn’t know who’s she, how’s she, what did she do, hope she can understand our problem, kind, supportive while thinking this I felt sleepy and finally slept. Mom tried to awake me at night for the birthday wish, I was unconscious while sleeping so, mom left me sleeping, and waited for morning,
“Good morning….. Happy birthday to you my dear son, get up, it’s your birthday today, and we have to go church for prayer,” While wishing me birthday, Mom blessed me for flawless life and life partner. She was knowing about the broken window glass but she didn’t tell anything, she’s behaving as if,
she doesn’t know, Julia had already told everything to mom, I know her, she can’t control her mouth. I woke up and had the shower, and when I came back in my room my eyes went on school gate, school gatekeeper was not there so, I felt happy that finally he got rid of his mental conditions.
That peon was not there too at his place, he used to there all the time. I went down at the dining table and had my breakfast; we went to church while praying I saw that librarian sir was there in the church.
“Hi……… Come here, need to meet,” while showing his hand, he whispered to meet urgently. Yesterday he told me that, we’ll go to that lady at 12 o’clock, now what happened, I was surprised “Ok…. I come within 5 minutes, mom is with me she doesn’t know anything, please wait…..” I replied in the same manner, he understood and waited for me.
“Mom……… I need to go somewhere, very urgent, you go home, I will come home later,” I told mom. “Why……. where are you going, don’t go anywhere, we’ll go together, it’s your birthday, I need to spend some quality time with you,” While showing her worries she said to me loudly and ordered to stay with her.
“Sir…… What should we do first, Mom isn’t leaving me alone,” I said to Thomas sir and asked suggestion from him. “Do one thing, go home with your mom, we’ll meet at Sophia residence and there we decide accordingly, we can also see Sophia conditions by the time so that we can tell exact current conditions of Sophia to that lady,”
While suggesting me librarian sir walked away. “All right Sir……… this is perfect, we can also ask some more questions from Julie’s grandmother about Sophia conditions. We’ll meet within an hour,” I replied to him immediately.
After that, Mom and I came back home, she was looking tens on the way as if she was knowing something, which she didn’t wanna disclose, while crossing that lady home whose son was missed out, she was again looking at us in the same manner as if she wanted to talk with us. However, we came home,
Mom asked me about what was happened last night, I was unable to explain her but, I clearly told her that everything would be perfect. “Trust me, mom, it will be all right, nothing can harm me,” I replied to mom. I left the home and came to Stella residence while entering her residence, an arduous feeling was coming in my heart, it was really chilling seemingly and horrifying atrociously, somehow,
I went inside with the librarian sir, As soon as, we entered through the door, suddenly, “You have come again, we had warned you, it’s not good for you, go back, we are gonna take Stella back today, we have killed three people, principle, gatekeeper, that peon, we don’t have any issues with you people, don’t interfere, today we are bringing Stella into our world,”
Stella was again in the same condition, possessed by those evils and they were screaming, warning and threatening us terribly. “Sophia’s condition is really critical, even worse than before, evils are not leaving her body,”
Julia’s grandma replied to us. “Don’t worry, we’ll resolve, we are not gonna let her in this condition for a long time, we are going to meet someone, she’ll definitely help us, so you just take care of Stella, if she needs anything you’ll be with her, you have to stay here for helping her, she’ll be all right hopefully, she will be coming back in her normal condition,”
we assured Julia’s grandma. We came out of the home while coming out my eyes went on that big well, which was covered from the big iron plate, it’s really huge, and suddenly its blast like a bomb,
we started running towards outside the residence entrance. We were attacked several times with different things, trees branches were thrown on us, iron plate was thrown on us, and screaming sounds were diverting our mind and making situations scary and horrible. We were running and started saving yourself, the librarian sir got injured during that, I was also got injured.
“Oh my god, you’re bleeding, you got injured, it’s bleeding,” his face was red with blood, his shirt was full of blood, “Don’t worry…. go out… it’s important for you to reach there, that lady, go fast we would meet there, I would manage to get hell out of this residence,” he told me to do so. “But I can’t leave you alone here like this; we would go together, let’s run together,” I told him to come together while carrying him on my arms.
“Think for Sophia, you have to go alone, run….. I assure you that, I am gonna come to you, we’ll meet there. He forced me to escape from that frightening and horrifying situation. I started running towards the main gate, I did not know which way I had to go because I didn’t have much knowledge about that area, but still, I was running. Suddenly, “its wrong route,” One loud voice came into my ears,
“Oh god, thank god you came out, are you all right.” While turning back I replied, it’s the librarian sir. “Yeah…….. But not so good yet… still, we didn’t come out of danger. Let’s not waste our time, we have to go long way.” He said to me. While running I was thinking about that situation, “what was that, it’s really scary, we were shocked and, were supposedly killed almost, I was worrying about Stella, and we had to reach as soon as possible,”
I said to him. Somehow we had reached. We knocked on the door, the door was opened, I was surprised. “Ohh god, what happened to you people, are you guys all right, you’re bleeding with full of blood, come inside, come fast.” One lady around fifty years old, fair and elegant, looking fresh, she started asking loudly. I was only staring her as if I had seen her before, or I had known her.
“Are you ok my dear son, sorry….. Who’s this young boy,” she asked from the librarian sir. “This is John, he’s in trouble, I was talking about him yesterday on phone,” He introduced me. “Hi…… I know you, your name is Ana.” I said to her. “Yes…… how do you know my name,” she asked me surprisingly.
“Yeah….. How you know her name, I have not told you her name.” The librarian sir started asking too curiously and shockingly. “You were a teacher in St Private School, you used to teach history,”
I told her. “Yeah….. I’m really surprised, how do you know about my profession,” she asked me again impatiently. The Librarian sir was shocked and surprised on me because he had never told me much about Madam Ana. “Dear…… tell me…… how do you know her,” he asked me again aggressively. “I have studied in St Private School at the time when you were the teacher in that school,” I told her. “But….. I have not recognized you,” She replied. “Madam….. We have less time, so please we discuss on this later,”
The Librarian sir said to her. I explained everything to her about me and my nightmare. And how I was born, I also told her about that Julia’s mother had black magic on one child. I was sure that, there was some connection between that missing boy and me because as per Julia’s mother, she had done her magic nearby my residence, so maybe.
When I said to her about that lady and her missing son, madam reacted differently. “Now I understand….” she replied confidently. “What happened madam, what did you understand,” Now I was getting shocked, I didn’t understand Madam’s Words. “It’s not time to explain, I need to do something, so let me focus on this, by the way now I’m a professional astronomer,” she replied with a smile.
Now we’re confident that we can get out of that situation. “I have seen something about past but, I couldn’t see much so, now I want you to help me to know,” she asked from me. “Tell me, what do you want to know,” I asked her. “What is the birth date of Sophia or Stella?” She asked.
“it’s today…… 10th of February,” I replied. “Do you know the exact time,” She asked me again. “Yeah….. Julie’s grandmother had told me her birth time, its 7 pm.” I told her. “What does she see in her dream as nightmares,” Madam asked me. “She sees that she is running, hiding, crying and wondering,”
I explained the same thing which she has always in a dream. “You also see the same things,” she asked me again. “Yeah……… Madam……” I replied quickly. “What about that missing child.” She asked me about that lady’s missing child. “I don’t know anything about that, but I remember when she had shown me her child pictures,
I was shocked and surprised,” I said to her. “Good…..” she replied and didn’t clear anything. “Why……. Madam…..” I replied impatiently. “I mean you know exactly, why you’re surprised.” She replied. “Yeah…..” I replied sadly.
“Do you know what kind of power they have or who are those evils and what is there intention?” She asked me. “I don’t know but, they were threatening me to stay away from Stella,” I replied. “What were they saying when they possessed her?” She asked again. “When I saw Stella……” as soon as I said. “Stella’s dead…….” She replied and then immediately paused herself. “What…….. I didn’t understand.”
I reacted immediately. “I mean, her name is Sophia.” She replied. “Yeah….. I know, her nickname is Sophia,” I replied again. “No…… Stella was killed 22 years ago on this day at 7 pm exactly and if you wanna bring Sophia back in our life, you have to go in the past,” She said to me loudly and aggressively.
“What…….What……. I’m not getting anything, how’s possible, how can I go in the past, it’s impossible.” I started questioning on her impossible and illogical thoughts. “Don’t worry…. I help you to make it possible, but you will exactly do what I would say to do there, is this all right.” She said passionately and confidently. “Ok…….. what I need to do, I will do exactly as instructed to me.
I would do anything for Stella.” as soon as, I replied, she again started showing her angry face. “Stella’s dead, so please, if you want to save Sophia you have to accept it, Stella is no more, she was killed 22 years ago,” She said to me angrily.
“But…… How’s possible, we studied together in our childhood and that’s why we dream the same situation,” I again aggressively said to her. “That…… I don’t know, as per my intuition, she’s dead and we have to save Sophia right now,” She replied. “Ok……… “I replied to her, this time she was really angry.
“What, I say, only that you have to do.” She instructed. “I’ll do….” I replied. “You don’t dare to do anything.” She said again. “What……” I replied confusingly. “Now listen carefully, you will get few minutes to go there at exact location within that same period of time, you will have to do only one thing, you don’t need to do any other things there because it’s past and whatever happened at that time in the past, was happened by God, that definitely had to happen, so you can’t change anything, even don’t try…..
Otherwise, you can lose your life and Sophia’s life as well, do you understand what I’m trying to explain to you.” She instructed me again clearly, not to do any other thing, which’s not directed. “So…….. Stella is that girl who was killed.” I asked. “Maybe…… I can’t tell exactly, but since those evils told that they would take away Stella today on her birthday time, so maybe, she’s the same girl, who is killed.” She replied to me.
“What do you think, who had killed her,” I asked her again. “I think, that gatekeeper was characterless, so he…… or maybe that peon or maybe that principle, I can’t figure out right now,” she said.
That innocent girl (Stella) was raped and then killed and, not only Stella, but so many children were used to be kidnaped or disappeared or maybe raped and then killed. Because before that school was forced to be shut down, children used to be missed out frequently,”
Madam said. “Madam….. What about those children, who are those? And how they became evils and who’s controlling them?” I asked too many questions in one breath. “Maybe…… those innocent missing children were forced or controlled to be evils because as per you, they all were annoying and punishing gatekeeper and other people, and recently they had killed them because they had to take revenge from them,”
She replied. “Yeah…… Maybe….” I said. “You just focus on Sophia life.” She said again. “So….. What am I supposed to do,” I asked. When Stella is about to be killed, you have to do something that can divert the mind of that killer, you need to do only one thing that she should die by accident, not killed by someone.” She said to me. “If I save her then,” I asked confusingly. “Then…. You’ll die there in the past and Sophia would die here in the present and you’re not gonna meet her again,” She said to me while warning me. “How…… and why…..” I asked again.
“Because, the death was her destiny and no one can change the destiny except God, so anything happened, not by god willingly then, destiny would be changed,” She replied. “Ok….” I replied again confusingly.
“Have you understood?” She asked me aggressively. “Yeah…… understood madam….. I replied slowly because still, I had doubts but due to her anger I didn’t wanna ask more, so simply I said yes.
“Please be careful….. You’re gonna see many unusual things, which can be hurtful, you don’t need to be emotional and afraid of as well, you’ll face many situations, you’ll feel weak yourself when you are supposed to see, even you’ll feel regret that you are not doing anything, and ashamed of yourself while watching helplessly.” She explained everything clearly. “Ok…..” I said.
“Again, I warn you that, don’t need to react emotionally and sorrowfully anything, because, if you do anything, that act of past will be changed the past and if past is changed then Sophia will die even you can die too.” She again warned me clearly not to do anything.
“What is this…” I asked surprisingly when she has shown me one machine. “This is a time machine which would send you in the past time. Now you have to come inside this machine,” she told me to start the process. As soon as, she started the process, suddenly things are started moving, disparately sound was started horrifying and petrifying us. “What’s this… Madam,”
I said to her. Strange things were started happening. Window glasses were being broken, blasted like the bomb. Suddenly “We’ll not let you do this thing, we’ll distract you, we’ll kill you people, and we’ll kill this librarian,” The Librarian sir started screaming and threatening because those evils had possessed. His condition was the same, as Stella was doing. He started crying like child, doing unusual things like children do and started throwing glasses and other household things on Madam and me as well,
they were making situations worst, but they were unable to harm the madam, because she’s having supernatural power and also experience of dealing with those kinds of paranormal activity and the situation.
“Don’t see him, focus on this, focus here, you are feeling sleepy, you are going to sleep, now you have slept, now you’re going to 22 years back on this day same time in the St private school, you have gone there, what are you seeing,” she finally sent me in past. I didn’t realize where I was going because I felt unconscious suddenly and was not able to move, I was only hearing madam voice.
Finally, again one voice came into my ears, “Now its 7 pm exactly, you need to come back, come back John, don’t see, come fast you don’t have much time, don’t cry, it had to have happened, come fast,”
I remember when she was saying like this, I was not able to leave them like that, I hadn’t done anything helplessly, while I was unconscious, suddenly, I opened my eyes. “How are you feeling now, are you all right,” Madam asked me when woke up. “How’s Sophia because Stella is dead in front me and I couldn’t do anything,”
I asked her while saying this I broke down into madam’s arms and started crying loudly and emotionally. “Congrats……. Finally, you have done it, I’m proud of you, it’s difficult for me to bring you back if you would have stayed a few seconds more there, you would have died over there” Madam told her experience while doing that. “How’s Sophia now,” I asked again, they were not telling anything.
“She’s 100% all right, she’s now out of danger, we just spoke to Julia’s grandma, so don’t worry, we’re going directly there to meet her, and also don’t worry about that evils, they will not come back again, I have sent them very far in another world,” she assured me with confidence that those evils were all controlled and we were out of danger without any harm, and most importantly, Sophia was saved. “Now let’s go, my dear son,” the librarian Sir told me smilingly and proudly.
I remember when we were going to Sophia’s residence, I was remembering all those things, which happened in the past, now everything things were cleared, all doubts, all issues were resolved, hopefully until I see Sophia.
The first time I was crying happily and thankfully, “Why are you crying now, it’s all perfect, Sophia is perfect,” The Librarian sir said again and gave me the strength positively. He really helped me a lot, even though he was injured, and then he’s possessed by those many evils, he didn’t give up until I came back, I hugged him tightly and wanted to thank him for his kindness and unimaginable and unexpected support.
“Thank you so much, Sir, if you would not standby me, I was lost, it’s not possible without you, I didn’t know anything, you saved Sophia life and my life too,” I started crying while hugging him. “No worries son, you’re like my son, so don’t give me credit only, you are the one who did all possible things to bring Sophia back and this astronomer cum teacher too,” He replied with full belongingness.
“Thanks, madam…. without you, nothing was possible, even though we’re ready to do.” She explained to me what had been happened when I was unconscious, those evils really aggressive, they wanted to kill both of them, but she has some supernatural power, so she tried to catch them from the Librarian Sir body and she succeeded to control over them and finally sent them in different world, so now it’s impossible for them to come back hopefully.
I remember when I used to see those moments in dream as nightmare, I never had seen properly, but when Madam sent me by that time machine, I was literally able to see and feel the real pain of that situation, it’s written in my destiny, not only mine but also in Sophia’s destiny but on the other side, that missing child and the Stella’s destiny as well. I remember that horrific and terrific moment.
“John comes here, let’s hide this side, let’s run, we have to go outside, there should be anyway,” that girl was telling to that boy to escape. It’s Stella and I who were wandering inside the the school. I had seen actually they were running around the backside of residence and trying to hide themselves.
I reached exactly inside the second entrance gate nearby residence, and no body was there, I went ahead, I saw that gatekeeper was searching something, I just hidden myself and went back from backside of entrance, it’s was same thing happening what I used to see in my nightmare and I was back of those two children, one was girl and another was boy,
I couldn’t see their face properly, so I followed them and went through that big well, as soon as, I reached there, I tried to look into the well, when I saw the well, it’s open and inside the well full of blood was freeze and children face were freezing with blood,
I was so scared that I started vomiting then and there after seeing that, I followed those children, there is one thin very thin lane in between residence and school classes, so when I went through that lane, I was shocked and surprised, one woman was thrown out of the principle office, she was bleeding and dying, in front of me, she was looking at me helplessly and hopefully to save her, “Help me….. please I need your help, save my daughter, she needs help, please I’m begging you, please help me they will kill my daughter,
I want to bring her home, please do something.” while looking at me her reply was so much painful and sorrowful that I was about to go there to help her but suddenly I heard one voice. I was so scared and afraid that I hid inside the lane, she was requesting for help, but I was unable to help her, because Madam had warned me, not to do anything, while looking at her suddenly,
one voice came in my ears. When I turned I heard that it was an opened window, I hid behind that window, everything was visible, it’s an open window with glass, they were not able to see me. “Sir what about these two children, you still want to do or you want for tomorrow, tell me, sir,” it’s the gatekeeper who was saying those cheap things to his owner and his owner was the principle.
Actually, the principal was the main culprit, a wicked man who used to kidnap rape and kill innocent children. Those children were in the hands of gatekeeper and peon. They were asking permission. That principle was so characterless and wicked that, he can’t even see that they were innocent children,
they were really small, how can anyone do that, it was really horrible moments for me which I can’t forget my whole life, when I saw that innocent girl, she was scared, tired, sweaty, breathing more than normal, screaming and begging for going back to her mother, she was bleeding, looking for her mother.
“Mom…. Get up, mom doesn’t leave me, help, mom, I need your help, get up mom, take me with you, mom…., this wicked man is not good, mom gets up,” she was asking help from her mother and crying continuously. “Your mother has slept, she will never wake up, you wanna to go with her, we’ll let you go after some time, don’t worry very soon, you’ll meet your mom,” While laughing at her they were yelling on her.
“Please……. Let me go with my mom, mom doesn’t go without me, let me come, mom.” She said to those wicked, emotionless and merciless people, but they were not able to understand her pain. When that gatekeeper told her that he’d send her soon, she did not know what was going to happen with her. Her mother was lying dead and she was about to die, and I was unable to do anything, I was helpless at that moment. One thing I saw and I was surprised that, she was not leaving the hand of that innocent boy, and I was that boy, yes….. it’s that lady son, because I had seen his pictures and
I was really shocked that How’s that possible, what was written in our destiny, it’s innocent boy who was standing with her and not letting her go, he was so innocent that, he couldn’t understand that he was about to die, he was only crying and looking at Stella continuously and both were crying, screaming and begging from them to let them go, it’s painful for them and for me too because I was not doing anything helplessly.
“Sir, take her and I’ll leave you with her, I just come after dumping this dead body into the big well, you carry on sir,” While handling over him that innocent girl to the wicked and rapist principle, he said. When that gatekeeper was handing over Stella, the boy was not leaving her hand.
“Leave her hand, I said leave her, you bloody boy, I will kick you,” While saying that suddenly that principle kicked the boy on his face from his big foot. And the child’s head was hit on inside the office wall and he started bleeding from his back side of the head, he was crying and was not able to push his self, his blood was coming out of his head and nose. It’s the most painful and hurtful thing for me, that boy was dying in front of me, I was helpless and I was crying only at that moment and I did nothing except keeping my hand on hand, I was feeling guilty of their life, but finally that moment came when I had to tackle with trick, I was searching for something because I had to divert principle’s mind.
“Come on, I’ll send you where your mom and your friend have gone, while his coward activity with a shameful smile, told her. He was so wicked that, it’s showing on his face at that time, suddenly I saw one frog, he was about to go inside, it’s written in frog’s destiny to go inside, so I just took that frog in my hand and thrown at the principle’s giant leg, when I throw, it was gone on his leg perfectly.
“What was that?” While pulling his leg on Stella’s head, he said and suddenly then pushed his big foot on her head mistakenly and immediately Stella was thrown at the office wall just beside the John dead body, she was crying, bleeding, she was dying in front of me but she held her hand with John’s hand. She was breathing gradually but still alive, blood was coming out of her head, she was red with full of her blood and finally, she was dead. This time it’s accidental Death.
I remember, At the same time one voice came into my ears that, “It’s a baby girl.” It’s an unknown voice but was coming from Sophia home. After that, madam had started calling me. They were dying in front of me, I was helpless only watching them till they died, I started crying at that time, it’s a painful moment for me, I can’t forget these things in my whole life, finally I came back.
“Here we reached Sophia’s home.” The librarian sir told me, I was still crying for whatever happened in the past was unimaginable, shameful, unacceptable for society, nobody was in the position to ask questions from that wicked principle and his supporters, when children were getting missed out and kidnaped, if administration of that time had taken serious action against them at the earlier stage, then these to have not happened with many children. When we entered in the home,
Sophia was lying on the bed and was under control, she was looking weak and sleepy. “Hey… Sophia, Happy birthday,” I wished while adoring her. “You too……. Happy birthday to you,” She replied because it’s my birthday too. “How are you feeling now,” I asked her. “Perfect….. Now…. Because you’re with me, I know, we were died together and born together,” she whispered confidently. “How do you know, who told you that we died together and we had been Rebirth, we can’t live without each other,” I said to her. “And….. We can’t die without each other.” She replied immediately.
“You guys are mad & made for each other,” The Librarian sir told. “How are you feeling my dearest angel, happy birthday to you both, while coming to my mom, she wished us. “How do you know mom, today is her birthday,” I asked surprisingly. “One more surprise for you.” One more voice came,
When I saw, I started to cry. It’s her….. John’s mother, I mean my mother. She saw me like she used to see me in childhood. “Son….. Happy birthday, my dear, she wished While swiping her tears and gave me a big hug. “I’m the main reason for your problems, I’m so sorry,” I started apologizing for whatever happened, because of me. “Don’t say this again, it’s written in the destiny.”
She replied with flawless and heart touching, unconditionally love and graceful smile. “Please forgive me and my mom and also Julia’s mother.” I requested her again to forgive everyone. “I really ashamed of myself for all the things which were happened in the past, I apologize, whatever had been happened because of my greediness and selfishness, please forgive me,” Mom started asking forgiveness again.
The kind of experience I had just been through before in the past was not only painful but also a lesson for everyone that whatever is written in destiny will be only given. It’s a really painful moment for me.
I asked Julia’s grandma that what had happened during that time when we went to the Madam’s home. “One other evil had possessed in Sophia’s body and started harming her. She was almost dead, but some miracle has happened suddenly, that evil started losing control over Sophia, but when she was leaving Sophia’s body. That evil was warning,” Julia’s grandma told us.
“What………” I replied aggressively. “It does not end yet, I will come back to bring Stella back in my world, she has to come with me and I will take revenge from everyone one by one, I will not leave anyone, I will kill everyone whoever helped you people.
It does not end yet……..
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Great Mr taufeeque. .nice story
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