My name is ETHAN and she is HAZEL. Like her name we can’t imagine what is going on in her mind, she’s so emotionless and extremely boring kind of woman who thinks work is everything, you can’t even think of love, affection, enjoyment and funs in your life while working in this company. She doesn’t know that a job is just part of life, not a life, we need social gatherings and parties to come out of stress life.
Why she’s like that? Why she stops herself to get close with anyone. Her way of thinking is totally different. I can’t even look at her, she’s so angry at me. her face is full red like blood is come out on her eyes and face. what is going to happen tomorrow, this is the only thing going in my mind. I can’t face her, don’t have the courage to do so. Anyway by tomorrow morning I will be throwing out of the company. They are definitely going to fire me from this job. I deserve more than this, Whatever I have done today, is shameful and hurtful for her.
I was not expecting this from myself doing. After knowing her attitude, her behavior. Does this happen suddenly or I was really falling in love with her or if it is true then it didn’t happen suddenly because I have been working in this company for 2 years and 2 years is enough for falling in love with someone.
I need to talk right now, I have to apologize for what I have done. I have never realized that I have been falling in love with her. While hating her so much I started admiring her, liking and loving her, but whatever happened today it’s clear that she doesn’t even like me, in fact, she doesn’t want to see me in this company. I know it was impossible for me to love someone whom I have been hating since I met her. Every single day I used to hate her because of her dominating and bossy attitude.
I remember when the first time I came to this company to attend the interview. When she walked into the hall, I was so amazed and pleased by her personality. Her look was professional wearing a button black jacket with a white collar shirt and black pants which were completely perfect on her and was perfectly matching with her other attire like a simple and elegant twisted topknot black hair and the hair was twisted up adding a touch of freshness to her look, a tidy and neat hair look was complimentary her professional appearance.
wearing comfortable shoes not more than two inches of heels I guess with closed-toe pumps shoes, used a lip liner to line her lips and fill in with a mauve lipstick which was making her look elegant and more professional, the nails were polished with natural color and wearing a brand new expensive Patek Philipe watch. Above all the kind of confidence I looked into her eyes, was making me so proud that if I’m going to get this job, I would be the world’s happiest and greatest person. But when she entered into the hall and said….
“Hi good morning to you all, I hope you all know about our company. Kindly go through all the company policies. If you people are getting hired then you have to follow these rules and regulations. This job is for those who are workaholic, we are hiring you people to give your best here without asking anything, so if you are not that kind of person please leave the office right now, no need to waste our time and your time as well.” Her words made me so annoyed because of the way she was addressing those things, it was not matching with her appearance and professionalism.
I remember when she was communicating these things I thought to leave the hall at that moment. We had not even been attended the interview, she was like so aggressive that she was not gonna give chance to anyone. I thought at that moment to leave the office without appearing in the interview because of her annoying and dominating attitude. But I had to get the job, I stopped myself to at least attend the interview.
I remember after so many rounds of interview, few people were gotten selected and then out of those, we three only had been gotten the offer letter.
When she was giving me an offer letter, she told me many things. “You need to report here from tomorrow at 8 am sharp, if you’re late tomorrow you don’t need to come office. I hate people who are not punctual. I hate people who don’t care about time. I hate people who don’t take responsibility. Is that clear? You want to ask anything.” It was like I am in school and my teacher was giving a lecture on punctuality and responsibilities and all creepy things.
“Yes, it’s clear but I need to ask one thing……” as soon as I told her, her reply was amazing. “Great go ask from the receptionist, she will tell you everything.
My job profile in this company is the IT specialist, this company name is The best IT solution. We have several clients of big companies and we give them 24 hours service so we are the people who manage these companies IT-related issues.
I have completed my Master in IT and after struggling a lot in my life finally, I got the offer in this company. Like other people, I had also a lot of expectations from this job but expectations can’t be fulfilled all the time especially people like me who don’t have a good background, financial background.
I had dreams of working 8 to 5 and then having enjoyment in my life. Doing party, hanging out with friends, outings and all. But it became only dreams.
When I started working under her supervision, I started realizing that I am gonna die very soon with this work pressure. More than twelve hours every day working is not an easy task and after that extra office work in the home without getting any extra money.
I remember so many times I have done an excellent job but I have never been appreciated and recognized but when I did any small mistake she used to criticize me a lot. She knows only how to get the work done and giving pressures again and again to do more.
She tells us to follow the company rules and regulations but she herself never follows the rules. Office time is the same sharp at 8 o’clock in the morning but no office off time is fixed especially for me. I am the last person who leaves the office every day. You should not be so intelligent that someone can use you to just fulfill their work and satisfying unnecessary expectations.
Her one thing which is very annoying that she doesn’t wanna listen NO as an answer. She likes the staff most who say yes always. She only wants her work should be done perfectly. She likes perfection without any mistake. She is so crazy about perfection that all staffs started praying to get rid of her. She doesn’t care about anyone feelings and problem, she is so passionate about her task that she takes the things seriously and wants to get the things done faster and easier way. She pushes the people at an extreme level of pressure.
She says that she loves the challenges but we most of the time face those tough challenges without any help from her side. She feels powerful in this company because of the authority she got from management.
I remember most of the time after 6 o’clock evening when all staffs are ready to go, she comes and gives some task to them and if they did then they run faster to go away from the office earlier depending on their work style but when it comes to me, I get more and more work until all staffs go home. We only two people stay office doing our work.
I remember one I had to go earlier, I went to her and said…. “I need to home earlier today, I have some personal work.”
“What kind of personal work it is? We have to finish this assignment by today as early as possible.” She asked. “Why today, we can finish it tomorrow as well, I’m not able to focus on work, I need some rest, I am so stressed and tired that I am feeling sick, I will not be able to come office tomorrow,” I told her that I am not gonna come tomorrow morning.
“Are you crazy, you can’t take leave tomorrow, I give you medicine right now, just have the medicine and Then I make coffee for you.” She said.
I remember she was so smart that she convinced me to not be absent tomorrow and can’t believe she made coffee for me, the first time in this office.
“Miss Hazel just wanna know something if you don’t mind while taking a sip of coffee, I asked permission from her. “What do you wanna know.” She replied.
“You don’t have your personal and social life,” I asked
“Uhh……… Yes….. I have.” She replied.
“No, I don’t think you have…… because most of the time you are working and you think others should also work as you. We are not like you, we are normal people, we have some dreams, fantasy of life.” I expressed my feelings about the kind of work environment she is making, is not good for us.
“Really…… you think so.”
I remember the first time in my career I was opening myself up and whatever I had in my mind I started speaking and she was intelligently and smartly listening to me and trying to figure out my thoughts.
“Yes….. I have my dreams apart from this job.”
“What kind of fantasy and dream do you have?” She asked gently.
“Just having fun in my life, going out with friends, enjoying my life without any pressure,” I said.
“Ohhhh….. really you wanna do this, so you must be having a girlfriend.” She asked.
“No I don’t have any girlfriend, I don’t time to sleep from this job, how can I have a girlfriend.
“Why………?” While thinking for a long time.
“Nobody likes IT guys, girls think that we are not so much cool and romantic, we are not made for love,” I replied.
“It’s not like that there are some people who like IT guy, I’m one of them.” She said.
I couldn’t understand what she was trying to say me but she expressed her feelings the first time and she started opening up herself.
While talking with each other she got her work done smartly and easily. “I will drop you at your home, come inside the car.” When I was going out she offered me to lift.
She dropped me at my home I remember during that period of time we started speaking a lot. We started sharing our experience. She told me her struggles, how did she manage to get this position, how difficult it was for her to retain this position and she told me her starting days of career and how much important this job is for her. She shared me one more thing which was shocking for me and emotional for her. I used to think her emotionless but she is so emotional and how she hides her feelings and emotions, can’t dare to think.
“Do you know, I was the most lovable and happiest person in this world, I used to love one guy, we had been in the relationship for so many years. he was everything for me, he just ditched me because I was not classy, he found someone more classy and beautiful than me.” She said about her past affair and how did she overcome from that situation.
“Why and what happened after that,” I asked out of my curiosity. “I decided on that day I will never let anyone enter in my life. I had killed my emotions and feelings for love or anyone. I only think that my career is the most important thing in my life. Love makes you weak and a great career makes you strong enough to face any situations.” When she was saying her emotionally sad love story, I was speechless, I was listening to her deeply.
“Now I don’t believe in love and all. When I had love then, I didn’t have anything. Now I don’t have love in my life and see I have everything in my life.” Her emotions came out on her face while sharing her struggling and achievements.
Having listened to her emotional love story I was really shocked and upset. I realized that I was so stupid that I used to think bad about her. I used to think that she has a dominating attitude, her behavior, her power, her lifestyle. I was so negative about her that I never see her other side of life. Why can someone be so aggressive that she doesn’t allow herself to socialize and personalize? “Go, take rest, you are sick, and remember tomorrow same time at 8 o’clock sharp without any excuse, you have to be in the office.” While dropping me at my residence, her same attitude came out. I was expecting that after being so emotional she would grant me leave for a few days. She is really emotionless.
I remember after that I started adoring her so much, I intentionally started finding excuses to stay in the office for a long time with her and trying to impress her every time by doing my work perfectly. Since she is my boss so she is never going to get impressed by my work. She always wants more efforts. She never appreciates me for my hard work. Despite that, I was being happy because I was falling in love with her.
I remember a few days back she came to us for announcing something important.
“Guys, I got a piece of good news for your people. Since you people always complain about your workload and you don’t get time for doing parties and all, so management has decided to get you people on an official picnic for one day, so you guys are ready for having fun. We are going on this coming Friday so you guys have to report early morning and then we will go from office by bus.
You guys are bored with this same official dress so you can dress up any kind of casual dress. So focus on work right now.” Her message made everyone excited and crazy because the first time, something like that was going to happen.
While announcing that news she’s looking happy and first time management has arranged such type of employees happiness and reducing stress kind of program.
“Can’t believe she’s come up with this idea. One day we will have at least fun by the company. This company never ever gives an official party how can suddenly announce the picnic party. This is really unbelievable. People started talking about the picnic.
Really I have been working in this company for two years, I have never been on official function organized by the company. In fact, we are not allowed to do parties and all social gathering. As per the company, it is destroying a company reputation. How can a company reputation be affected by parting?
I remember we’re excited and making fun of company policy. We were given a task for planning a perfect picnic and as we know that Miss Hazel hates imperfect. She doesn’t like any mistakes, so we started planning accordingly her taste otherwise we would be screwed by management so badly that whole year we would be listening negative feedback about our arrangement and all. We wanted a place where we can have maximum fun.
We were finding a beach and mountain and should be forest so that bonfire would be arranged. Finally, we decided a place where we can get all these things in one place. It’s Olympic National Park. The Olympic National Park is located at the northwest corner of Washington state. This is the park where we have ocean beaches, rainforest, waterfalls, mountains, glaciers, lakes and many more within one place.
We can explore hiking, swimming, raft and ski, and many more.we would have many many things to do, to have complete fun, hanging out with colleagues and reducing stress, relaxing. But at night we all were needed to get together at bonfire place because we would be celebrating our bonfire night together with whole company employees, where we would have singing dancing, enjoying together like one family.
So all things were set everything which was required got from management.
I remember yesterday morning we came to the office, everyone wherein different looks. They were all excited suddenly Miss Hazel came into the office and everything was stopped, it was pin-drop silence. All were shocked after looking at her.
We couldn’t understand how did she change herself or we were habitual of seeing her in that boring formal dress and she was really standing out from many female employees. I remember one of the lady colleagues started pointing out her things like her dress, makeup style, her shoes. That lady was saying……. “It’s the red strapless drop off shoulder formal lace skater short cocktail dress,”
I couldn’t understand but in that dark red dress, Miss Hazel was really looking like a dark red rose. And about her shoes, that lady told……… “she wore the ankle strap heels shoes with at least four inches of heels.” She said about her makeup. That lady told………..” dark auburn red lipstick.” About her eyes. She told………”Smokey brown color with the pop of cranberry with a bright highlight in her inner eyes corner with the black-winged liner, and same vibrant color on her bottom lash line to match with mascara.”
I remember I couldn’t understand even single word of that lady but I told her, “it sounds great while describing her look.”
while looking at Miss Hazel everyone mouth were opened like wow……..wow……… what a look
Wow, guys are this Miss Hazel….. people started murmuring, whispering about her look. They were not able to express their feelings when they saw Miss Hazel. I was not able to make eye contact with her. Even though I had been working under her for two years, First time in my life I was being shy while looking at her. She was so so pretty and gorgeous that anyone could fall in love with her. I started blushing because of her stunning look.
She was made of magic that only I could see her and feel. When I saw her my heart whispered me that she is the one who would complete my life and if I can’t express my feelings, I am gonna regret myself whole life. Yesterday morning made my entire day when I listened to my name from her beautiful voice.
Her voice was different from the day before morning. I mesmerize that she used to be the only reason behind my frustration, hates, and stress. Now after looking her in this amazing stunning look. I thought she would be the only reason behind my smile and happiness and I decided that I’m not gonna let her go from my life.
I mesmerize that every time I was looking into her eyes I was falling in love with her again and again. The deepest I was looking into her eyes, the deepest I was falling into the ocean of her eyes. I was not able to control my emotions anymore.
I can’t forget her smile, first time in my two years career in this company I have seen her smiley face, and her smile was something more beautiful than stars. Her smile was the breathtaking and so graceful that elected my life so amazing.
Yesterday was a most remarkable and unforgettable day of my life. Her presence felt really changed my life completely.
We got into the bus for Olympic National Park. In this time she was not guiding us by her instructions and all. She was looking very calm, quite fresh. I tried to start a conversation with her but because of her different look, I was being shy and nervous. When we reached the park, people started making their group playing their games and all.
“Hi….. alone here, are you all right.” Finally, I went to her and started asking why she’s calm and quiet here sitting alone on the rock of the mountain.
“Yes…….. I’m perfect. I’m enjoying today.” She replied.
“Is this enjoyment? You are here sitting alone looking people, some of them are playing water game like swimming races, swimming and diving, playing catch in the water, some of them are collecting shells and starfishes, drawing in the sand. While others are playing volleyball. Some of them are running skipping on the beach while others are drinking eating having fun together. Some of the people are climbing mountains, climbing on the trees. These are enjoyments. All are enjoying as much as they can, but you are not having fun here.” I said.
“I am having fun here while looking at these people, I was wrong. I always used to think that work is everything. I didn’t realize that these people are required to be free so that they can also have the taste of freedom like right now they are feeling. I’m enjoying because these people are happy. My motive was to make them happy, stress-free, relax. Now they enjoy their freedom.” She replied to her intention for bringing us here together.
“So come on, why don’t you have fun, enjoyment, live yours full of life today. Forget about the past, forget everything. Just have fun today.” I motivated her to come with me for enjoyment.
“Yeah…. I’m having fun.”Let’s go please. ……”
“Ok let’s go.” Finally, she agreed.
I can’t forget that moment when the first time in my life she holds my hand. It was one of the best unforgettable moments of my life. We did rock climbing, then went to the water, we did swimming together even though I don’t know how to swim but she helped me a lot to swim. We collected shells and starfish together just for fun. She played skipping while I was watching her. Later we played volleyball with some of our colleagues. We had a whole day fun together and finally, the evening came. As per instruction we all had to come together at a bonfire which was arranged nearby our camp.
One of a colleague was the organizer of the bonfire, so stood up and started speaking that…… music is going to be played so one by one can stand up and he or she would dance with anyone.
“Guys let’s start the game.” He said. I remember people started standing up and dancing with others and we were screaming shouting and singing the song.
When I got a chance, I stood up and asked permission from Miss Hazel, this was the only my golden chance to say her my feelings and emotions to her. I had decided in the morning that today I am gonna tell her everything, I will not hide my feelings from today onwards anymore.
“Would you like to dance with me,” I asked gently. “No…” she first said. People started insisting her and finally, she accepted to dance with me.
“I am not a good dancer but I would try to match up your dance. While holding her hand I thanked her and said that.
“Even I am too, like you. You would be embarrassed by pairing with me in dancing.” She replied.
I remember we had so much fun while dancing, in fact, I was the happiest person in this world because what I wanted to do, finally I was doing. When we stopped people started clapping praising our dance, screaming and whistling. Suddenly I did which nobody was expecting even I did feel ashamed of myself that I could have done that but unfortunately, I did. I was not in my control, whenever I was looking into her eyes, my emotions were not letting me think anything.
I just kissed in front of everyone, I didn’t care about anything and anyone.
“How dare you……” while slapping me on my face.
“I love you……” I replied after getting the slap.
“You are out of your mind. You know I don’t……..” she slapped me again and started shouting on me.
Again I said the same thing. I love you and I can’t stop expressing my feelings, emotions, and love for you. I can’t live like this.”
“Don’t ever talk to me. You don’t know, you are not even realizing where you are and who am I. I am your boss and you can’t love me. You know I hate these film lines, you know everything about me and my past. I hate to love and all. There is no place in my heart for love kind of stuff.” She replied with her the loudest voice and everyone was shocked and surprised that what is going on and what she is talking about.
“I know about your past and I know you’re my boss and even I know I am gonna get terminated tomorrow after this but still I can’t stop myself loving you. I wanna hold your hand the rest of my life and I would make sure I am not gonna lose you ever. I can’t imagine my life without you. I am not able to explain how much you value for me. Please accept my love, I love you so much……” I expressed again my love for her.
“You became mad and crazy, I don’t wanna talk to you now. Just because I started being nice and polite to you, you think this is love, just because I shared my feelings, it doesn’t mean it’s love. Just because I let you enter my life as a friend you started imagining anything. I was right before. This picnic is over. Pack everyone their bags we would leave the place right now.” She said to all.
Complete silent, nobody even tried to ask anything from anyone. They all packed their bags and get on the bus. Now she’s not even looking at me. Really it is my fault, I should not have kissed her, I couldn’t even realize that I could be jailed for this sin.
I don’t know what is going to happen tomorrow with me. I don’t have now the courage to face the people.
I should not let her reputation down in front of the whole company, I would resign and try to be far from her life. She has her career important at most, anyway she doesn’t love me, it’s I who love her unconditionally, I never realized when I started loving her.
In the morning office time, she is coming here, I don’t know what is going to do with me, thank god when I came from the picnic iI resigned first because I don’t have guts to face her and whole company.
“What were you saying last night, you love me and how did it happen. And how dare you kissed me in front of everyone.” I can’t believe she is here in my residence and still angry at me, shouting and showing her anger face.
“I am sorry, I am really sorry…. I don’t know……. What to say.” I can’t see her. “I couldn’t sleep while thinking about that incident, I was trying to understand when did I give you a sign for love. You know when I used to stop you from going home on time, I used to feel that why I do this, I never got my answer.
Why I used to let you stay in the office with me for a long time. You know wherever I used to see from the window of my cabin, I never used to realize why I used to do that. I had never realized that why I am being dependent on you and your work. You know I didn’t realize why I had arranged this picnic for you people,
I was not like this but I didn’t realize when I became like this, and how I became like this. I had always wanted to be far from love and I decided not to let anyone come in my life, but how unwontedly I did the same mistake. I went office today morning and resigned from my job, I don’t know why I did in fact management wanted to take action against you. I don’t know why I stopped them and resigned.” She was so depressed last night and hurt by my stupidity that what is talking, I am not able to understand.
“Sorry…… I am not understanding whatever you are saying. I have also resigned. I am not getting you.”
“Great don’t understand….. Suddenly she starts Kissing me like she was thirsty for love for a long time.
What about your job, your career. I have earned a lot now I want to be your life partner, not a boss. But I have resigned, I left the job.
So what go search for another job. If you can love me, you will have to earn money. By the way, my expenses are far more than your salary. Just kidding, for me, your love is the most important thing in my life. We will work together earn together and live the happiest life together.
– February 5, 2019
Very nice story
– January 7, 2019
– January 7, 2019
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