This is not my story but I’m the one who is the only witness of the worse situation of her life.
I am the one who only gets her out of the condition in which she was almost dead but unfortunately I went into that condition and became addicted to her.
Yes.. even though she’s addictive but I was addictive gradually to her and I didn’t even notice how I became that kind of person whom I used to hate for being.
I can’t forget my lifestyle and my way of looking for people by their appearance.
I remember when I used to see the druggist people on the road, street, in the colonies and anywhere, I used to hate them because of their first appearance and then their addiction.
The same thing happened with me when I had seen her first time on the road, she was almost unconscious and lying on the road, I thought she was sick and because of that fall on the road but when I asked about her from the people, they said that it’s normal for her, she does every day like that, I asked from them again why she does like that, they said that she’s druggist, she’s addicted.
I same time started hating that girl and anyway because of her appearance, I was not gonna like her.
I always used to assume people’s character instantly by their dresses and looks.
I remember after that the very next day, I was coming to my house, suddenly she fell down in front of my bike, I really behaved rudely to her. I didn’t even show my basic humanity.
I remember after that I used to see her frequently and started hating her because of her addiction to drugs. Her family background was really seemed to be the richest and because of that my perception about her was really wrong like an uncultured, a characterless, an addictive, a druggist rich girl.
I remember one night I was coming to my home lately, I found that people were smashing and injecting themselves with drugs on the street and she was too involved in that group. Firstly they were drugging themselves and then suddenly they started teasing and harassing that girl, and she was unconsciously protecting herself.
I was first angry with her because she should not have been there in that group and after all, she was a girl, she should be like a normal girl. So I ignored them but I couldn’t stop myself from going there to help and protect her because it’s too much. They were about to rape her. When I went there and shouted to them, they silently left the place.
After that, I carried that girl and brought to my apartment building gate and left her in front of the building because at least she was saved or protected over there at my building.
I’m a bachelor and staying alone in an apartment. I’m really a reserved kind of person who doesn’t wanna see anyone nearby. I come from a different city and work in a normal private firm and I’m surviving with a normal life with a lot of family responsibilities, so I didn’t wanna have any kind of hustle, problem, and trouble in my life. So I left her alone dying on the road in that cold winter season.
I remember in next morning, people were yelling, shouting, arguing and making a noise like they were fighting each other in front of my apartment. When I opened the door, I saw that they were screaming at my door, and people were shouting on me because of that addictive girl, I was the one who brought her in the apartment area, so they were blaming me for her exquisite, violent and frightful behavior with others. It’s happened when she woke up from unconscious in the morning, she started making noise and fighting with everyone and asking drugs from everybody.
She was still not unwitting because of the drug heavy dose. I requested my neighbor to ignore her, she’ll very soon leave the society but it’s happened oppositely, she didn’t leave the society and in fact, she entered into my flat and started shouting, me misbehaving with me and screaming at me.
I was too angry with her and on myself too because I only brought her here and now she’s annoying everyone and screaming a lot.
Somehow I managed to calm down my neighbors and convinced them that I’ll take her out of the society and would try to let her not entered into our apartment building. As soon as my neighbors left the place, I went my flat just to dress up properly and about to come back to take her out of society, she slept and became unconscious immediately. I wanted to kick her out of my flat but I couldn’t do that, so I waited to let her awake first then I’ll do that.
It’s complete one day, she sleepy mode, and she finally awakened up the next day in the morning. When she got up and tried to remember that where was she, she saw me and suddenly said “who are you and what are you doing here in my home,” she said.
“Excuse me Madam, just remember and see also that it’s not your house,” I replied to her and I made her realized that she’s not in her home and I was helping her throughout day and night to get her awakened and she didn’t remember anything, in fact, she was angry on me that who was I and what was I doing in her house,
I told her that it’s not her home so don’t overreact and because of her, I faced so many problems and issues. “I need alcohol, do you have some medicine, my head is paining, I just need some drugs,” Instead of thanking me she started asking drugs and all.
“Sorry, I can’t…….. I don’t keep medicine and any kind of drugs,” I replied to her and tried to calm down her.
“What’s your name,” I asked her name but she didn’t reply and very soon she started feeling hungry. I had to go office that morning but because of her I was already late and I didn’t wanna deduct one day so I told her to leave the house but she was continuously asking for medicine, alcohol and sometimes food. Somehow I cooked for her at that moment so that she could easily leave my flat and I could go office.
While cooking she was, again and again, asking for drugs but I didn’t let her be addictive at that moment of time.
When I finally came to give breakfast her by the time she was disappeared from the flat, I was really happy that at least she left my house very soon but at the same time I felt bad for her because she didn’t have food and was not in good condition but I had to go office so I didn’t think much about her and left the home.
I remember, when I was coming back to home, she was again unconsciously lying at my flat door in the same night, when my neighbors came to me they had not only said that she fought with everyone and came up here but also they had threatened me to either vacate the flat or to let her not come again in this apartments.
I was really confused and shocked at the same time that why they were threatening or warning me to do so. I even didn’t know that girl, I was even not knowing her name, but it’s really and obviously matter of worry and concern about that girl because of that girl I was being every day for office and all neighbors were angry on me.
I remember, I was really angry and was not able to think about what to do. However, I took her inside my flat because she was unwittingly fallen on the floor and she was really in critical condition. After a few hours when she woke up, I immediately asked her to the flat and requested her that not to come again.
I remember after my rude and inhuman behavior she didn’t even ask for food and left immediately. I again felt sorry for that pathetic and angry attitude of me.
When she left the house, I started worrying about her because she didn’t have options to go anywhere but only that place of druggist people and they were not gonna leave her without sexual harassment.
I remember after a few hours I couldn’t stop myself going out to search for her, as soon as I opened the door, she was again lying in front of the door. I again brought her inside and waited for her consciousness, and decided to ask many things about her problems, issues, her family background, the reason for being in that phase of life and wanted to help her come out of that situation. I didn’t know when and how I started caring about her.
She woke up the next day early morning and like always started screaming and asking for drugs and alcohol. “Are you crazy or what, this is not your home and I have told you many times that I can’t provide you any kind of drugs, so please stop being noisy and cranky,”
when I shouted back on her, she became quiet, a little innocent, cute kid kind of girl. She didn’t even ask for anything. After a long pause “I wanna go to get freshen up,” as soon as she said that I indicated the washroom. When she came out of the washroom after being fresh, I couldn’t stop starring her,
I was really surprised and amazed at the same time after looking at her unique, alluring, and amazing personality. My mouth was opened and eyes too and this time I became quiet and speechless. I usually never see any girl because of my conservative and out of trend personality but this time I was really impressed by her.
“Now…… you’re okay…..” I asked silently.
“Yeah, I’m fine now, she too replied in a lower voice than her normal. “Wanna coffee,” I didn’t ask anything except coffee because I was really being uncomfortable at that time in front of her and it’s because I had never been in that kind of situation. “Yes…..” she slightly replied, as soon as she replied I ran away from her towards the kitchen.
I remember when I came back with coffee, she was really attractive and distractive, I was not able to eye contact with her and neither she was able to make eye contact because of her behavior but how long she was gonna be normal like that time, but when I saw a different gorgeous and graceful personality, I wanted her to be all the time.
I remember after giving coffee to her, my first question was “ who are you,” I asked, she didn’t reply.
“What’s your name,” I again asked her another question about her name.
“Sophia……” she replied nothing except her name and it’s really incredible that first time we’re talking to each other and were feeling good and alive because she’s always unconscious and I was rude and angry consciously on her. Now she was normal but not willing to open up herself and I didn’t force her to disclose herself because I was feeling better with her and didn’t wanna annoying her.
I remember after that she started behaving like a normal girl, but very soon she started feeling like her own home and became so demanding that she became frank quickly. She asked food to eat because she hadn’t proper food for so many days.
I remember I cooked for her and she ate all alone completely and started asking or ordering that food again and again. I was really feeling for her that at least she was not making noise for drugs and all. She very soon realized that she’s not gonna get any kind of drugs or anything else except food.
I’m that kind of person who doesn’t take even medicine if I’m sick, so no drugs and medicine at all in my home.
I remember we had too many conversations on any kind of topic and one of the most amazing things was that time she didn’t either sleep or let me sleep.
She started asking about my life, but she was clever and wasn’t ready to tell about herself. While talking to each other she slept at that moment.
The next day she woke up earlier than me and made coffee for me and herself too.
I remember it’s my holiday and as usual, I slept late, when she came with coffee I just asked one thing, “where is your family,” because I had been seeing her on the road and street over so many days. “I don’t have family,” she replied while showing her painful emotions.
“Sorry, I didn’t get, but where’s your home,”
I asked again are asked too that when your going your home because my neighbors had already warned me to either vacate the flat or Sophia should not come in the society again. “Where to go, I have no one and nowhere to go,” While saying that she was the most hurtful person I had ever seen in my life.
I remember the whole day I was at my home and I had to go out for something so I asked if she wanted to come with me but she didn’t agree to come so I simply said “if you wanna stay more, you can……. Otherwise, you can go as per your wish. “Ok…….” She replied.
When I came back home after a few hours,
I was shocked and found that she was talking drugs inside my home and that also along with so many druggists. I didn’t think about anything, I started shouting at them and was really angry with her.
I dragged and brought her forcefully out of the flat along with those druggists and started shouting at and warning her that “you dare not to come my home again, I don’t wanna see your face again,”
while saying this I locked the door. She was really not in conscious enough to go anywhere and she was knocking my door continuously over so many hours but I didn’t care and feel to forgive her and to take her back inside.
After a few hours later when she had stopped knocking the door, I started feeling sorry for her again because she was not in the condition to think about good or bad but I didn’t understand that I was conscious enough to tell her or make her understand about good and bad.
When I realized that I was wrong, I immediately went out to get her inside but she was disappeared.
When I came out of the apartment I heard that people were screaming and shouting when I went there, I found her lying on the road and was not able to move. Even though my neighbors were warning and threatening me angrily, I didn’t care about them and took her again in my home and started serving her.
At that moment I decided to take her out of this situation anyhow completely because she was either doing intentionally or not understanding whatever she was doing. One thing was clear that there is something happened or happening in her life painfully and hurtfully which is disturbing her to live a normal life.
When she woke up the next morning, she started apologizing for her behavior and wanted to get a cure for that addiction.
I remember after that she was really opening herself up and I too started helping her a lot to release her pain. She told me her story about how her family abandoned her and doesn’t care about her since childhood and how she became addictive because of lack of family loves and cares, she had never gotten her family love.
I wanted to let herself feel that she is the most beautiful and important person and anyone can love her. Even I was falling in love with her, but I didn’t wanna express my feelings because she’s really recovering and being normal in her life. she started getting out of that addictive life day by day.
I remember she was really feeling good and caring herself suddenly one day her family came to us and they started threatening me that I had kidnaped her and took advantage of her.
Somehow she managed her family and convinced them that it’s Sophia who came to my house willingly. After that, they took her back in their life.
I was really happy and amazed by her changes but at the same time I was upset and sad because of her lack of presence in my life, she had become my addiction day by day, I was not able to think anything, I was not able to sleep, I was not able to eat and breathe. I didn’t notice how and when but she became my life’s best part and I was really missing all those things which we had prior to that day.
I decided to change everything otherwise I was about to die because of my addiction.
I remember I went to her home just wanted to see her last time because after that I was living in the city forever.
I knocked on the door of her home several times but nobody responded then I started coming back suddenly I found that while running faster than her normal walk, she came and hugged me in a way like we were really missing each other and wanted to express our love and emotions. I too drained into the flow of love with her and never wanted to come out of that situation.
“I really missed you a lot,” she slightly whispered into my ears while swiping her tears and still hugging me so tightly that as if she’s scared of something.
“I’m so sorry, I came late because I didn’t wanna let you weak, you hardly and recently came out of this situation,” I replied to her.
“I should have told you earlier, it’s my mistake,” while saying this, she paused herself.
“What….. I didn’t understand,” I replied shockingly.
“These are not my actual family, I mean they all are my relatives, since they have been caring me as a caretaker when I was very young, actually I’m the victim in this house, because they have made me habitual of addiction since childhood and the reason is property,” when she replied I was shocked that how they can downgrade themselves because of property.
“But why……” I again asked surprisingly.
“When my mother was dying at that time she made an agreement and transferred all properties owned in my name and made these people as caretakers only,” she explained the exact reason.
“Now…. They are forcing me to marry someone so that my property can be transferred in his name and they can be the owner of all wealth.
Now, I’m perfectly all right and completely came out of that addictive situation, Now I understand their intention, I can take care of myself,” she expresses her concern.
“So, what will you do now,” I just wanted to know what she was gonna do after that situation.
“I don’t know,” she replied after taking a long breath.
“Let’s run away, let’s go somewhere else, anyway I was going today out of very far from this city,” I replied while looking into her eyes.
“Why……. And where were you going,” she asked.
“This may be my last meeting with you,” I replied and made her confused.
“But why……,” she again asked.
“I started loving you when I saw her and I realized when you’re not around me, I can’t see my life without you and I don’t know your feelings so because of this I was going to live somewhere else where I can hide myself and my feelings too.
“Ok…… let’s run together from this situation because I too feel for you. I love you, you’re the only person who understands me and standby by me. Because of you, I’m like this right now,” she too expressed her feelings and we started hugging again.
There are no reviews yet.
Your review *
Can’t let her go
Career or Love
True love can’t be planned
Soul Never Leaves
Looking for FRESH…
Username or email address *
Lost your password?